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I cant turn back time, and I cant stop loving you.
Hey. Had some awesome times lately. Not going to school really makes me so high. There are so many great things bout it. Getting to sleep in, Great breakfasts, Saving money, Having LOADS of free time. Oh man. This is the life. Okay. So there are just about a gazillion books I have read. Among them, I finally read “A kiss remembered” by Sandra Brown. Awesome. I would say. A 4/5! HAHA. Same for “Tidings of great joy.” And I read “Maybe this Christmas” again. As good as I remembered it to be. Well, I did 8 freaking chapters of Chemistry in one day and haven’t continued yet. HAHAHA. But better than never. I started on 1 chapter of Physics. HAHA. WOW! Awesome! HAHA. Okay. Sacarsm does not become me. Actually it does but who’s taking note? Haha. I’m at Chapter 17 of Biology and that’s about all the studying I actually have gotten done. Oh my! That’s actually quite little. More than I would have gotten done at school though. Much more considering I wouldn’t do anything. Hmm. Among other meeting with Ruth and Andrea and people, I met up with Tong last Friday with my other half and Debbie. She now has this weird accent, kinda like Singaporean, mixed Hong Kong, mixed Sydney. HAHA. Go figure. Debbie went to cut hair cos Tong was like 2 hours late. As what we always did with Tong, We did lame things, cracked stupid jokes and told a waitress she looked like Jennifer Aniston and Jennifer Love Hewit and all the Jennifer celebrities we could think of. No kidding. HAHA. I saw Daniel in town that day. The HOT ABC Daniel from THAT show. HAHA. And Gail’s friend saw Lok from Lost in Hawaii. How awesome is that? Just awesome. Went for job interviews. It’s so damn good. HAHA. The surveying job. Zara called me up. Offered me a full time position and I’m still considering. 1000 bucks amount excluding commission and 30% staff discount sounds pretty darn good to me. Oh yeah. Think of what I could do with all that money. The things I could buy! HAHAHA. Friday was awesome cos we had cell group over at Uncle Paul’s shop and slept over. HAHA. Me, Gary, Jehian and Jerome played UNO. So fun! I scammed Gary and took revenge!! HAHA. It was all very fun and funny but I guess you have to be there. We went for a joy ride at 12 plus, Robin asked where Gail was, And I said “Cycling to lose weight.” He said “Huh? She’s so skinny!” HAHAHA! And Jerome went “HUH! Which Abigail are you talking about?” I think the fun part was Taboo. That was like too funny. The word was wife. So I went “Elaine is Ken’s…?” Gail shouted “HUSBAND!!!” HAHAHAHHA!! The word: Bird’s nest. “What do they make you drink when you’re pregnant?” “Bird Shit!!” HAHAHAHHA!! Gee. “Aunty Irene is?” “Busybody!!” Debbie was so funny when the word was pornography. HAHAH. She couldn’t stop laughing!!! And then it started getting X rated. The word: Mother Nature. I don’t know why, But Debbie shouted “When Joshua and Caleb needs to shee shee, pu put!!” Everyone was like what?? HUHH!!! HAHAHA. And Elizabeth and Gail was like: “Vagina!!” HAHAHA!! Ken and Daniel heard!! HAHAHA!! The funny part was when the older guys started getting high on alcohol. Daniel was drunk and laughing and giggling. So Ken was like “I think it’s time for you to go to sleep.” Daniel walks up to us and says “1..2..3..!! I can count okay! I’m not drunk!” We’re like, “ Okay. He is so drunk!!” “Call me drunk one more time and I’ll wallop you!!! HEHEE!” HAHA. Then he walks to the gate and stands there for a minute trying to open it when it wasn’t even locked! HAHA. At around 2, Me, Gary, Robin, Jacque and Gail went cycling. Jehian and Jerome joined in half way. HAH. We cycled all the way to Esplanade. So good. When we came back there was like a whole lot of cops. HAHA. The funny thing was: “I’ve never seen a road without a path before.” HAHA. Went to sleep at around 4.30 after climbing through one of the windows in the chalet to take a shower. Gosh. Gary kept waking me up. And they were snoring so loudly!! At 5.30, Aunty Darell’s watch timer started beeping! Then everytime Gary turned he woke me up. There were this bunch of people hanging outside the shop like smoking and making so much noise. Then another group walked past shouting. I sat up and I was like “WHAT THE HELL!” I was really pissed cos I couldn’t sleep! The girl went “Oh sorry, sorry! Goodnight.” Then somebody walked past and shouted “Wake up!! Wake up!!” UGH! HAHA. Actually it was all very fun. Cos me and Gary would always be the only ones awake, we would make noise and then go to sleep again. Hahaha. Teresa and all woke us up at 7.30. Talk bout a lack of sleep. Hahah. Aunty Yen was like “Oh no!! Who’s preaching today? We’re gonna sleep!” HAH. Stayed over on Saturday too. Biology practical was kinda okay. The fun part was being quarantined and cracking all the jokes with Shu shan and all, Talking bout Grey’s. Oh yeah!! Episode 3!! “He's crashing our date.” “He needs all the help he can get .” HAHA. I was really annoyed with Derek at that time! Derek being childish and fighting with Finn! The bedroom scene. “My fantasy does not involve two men looking at each other.” HAHHA. And the look on Derek’s face!!! HE lloked like a little boy ready and eager to do anything!! HAHAHA I cant stand Episode 4. The spoiler was really a spoiler!! And Derek is damn bloody stupid!! AUGHH!!! The thing is, I cant compete. I cant compete with her, and all the other great girls in your life. I cant make you happy, I cant make you laugh and look at me with that mixture of tenderness and love on your face. And I cant make you love me. I cant compete. I give up. At least I say I do. But everytime I look at you, I cant forget, I cant walk away. I cant because I love you too damn much. Not because you’re perfect. Your imperfections make you human. But the thing is, I love you so much despite your imperfections. Maybe that’s why all this hurts. The way I don’t mean half of how much you mean to me. The Girl Behind the Screen, 1:34 PM
Grey's obsession
He's 40 and still darn hot! Patrick Dempsey! And I'm so physched up bout Eric Dane being in the official cast!! HAHA. All the hotties!!! Some Mark scenes from Grey's Season 2's episode: Yesterday. Mark: How come you can forgive her but not me? Derek: I havent forgiven her, and with you I have no obligation to try. Mark to Addison: We made mistakes. All 3 of us. But somehow, I lost my best friend and the woman I love. ARGGHH!!! Grey's Season 3 Episode 1: The time has come today. DEREK: "There are moments. O'Malley... moments that in a split second your life changes forever, and before you know it... you're somewhere else." [In flashback] JOE: "Straight tequila? Really? You are going to be sorry in the morning." MEREDITH: "I'm always sorry in the morning. But tomorrow is my first day at work, so keep 'em coming." DEREK: "Double scotch, single malt please. [To Meredith] So, is this a good place to hang out?" MEREDITH: "I wouldn't know, never been here before." DEREK: "You know what? I haven't either. First time here. I'm new in town. Never been to Seattle. New job soon. Ah, you're ignoring me." MEREDITH: "Trying to." DEREK: "You shouldnt ignore me." MEREDITH: "Why not?" DEREK: "Cos you could come to love me." MEREDITH: "So you're saying if I know you I would love you?" DEREK: "Yeap." MEREDITH: "Wow. You really do like yourself." HAHAHA MEREDITH: "I don’t what to say to you." IZZIE: "When Dylan died, when, when the bomb went off, did you feel like..." MEREDITH: "What?"IZZIE: "Like you were moving in slow motion?" MEREDITH: "He was there and then he wasn’t. Like I blinked and he was gone." IZZIE: "I feel like... I'm moving in slow motion. Like I’m moving in slow motion and everything around me is moving so fast and I just wanna go back... to when things were normal... when I wasn’t poor Izzie laying on the bathroom floor in her prom dress with her... her dead fiancé. But I am, so I can’t. And I’m.. just stuck. And there’s all this pressure cause everyone’s hovering around me waiting for me to do something or say some thing or flip out or yell or cry some more and I’m happy to play my part. I’m happy to say the lines and do what ever it is that I’m supposed to be doing if it will make everyone feel more comfortable... but I don’t know how to do this. I don’t know how to be this person. I don’t know who this person is." [in flashback] ADDISON: "Derek, Derek, Derek, you can't do this, Derek. Derek, we have to, we have to talk about this. You have to give me a chance to explain. What are you doing? What are you doing with my clothes, Derek?! It was one time. I know that's what people say. I know that is what always gets said. It's just I don't even know how it happened, I don't know what I was thinking. It was just he was just here, it was just-" DEREK: "You screw my best friend and all you have to say is, 'He was just here?' [throws her clothes out the door] Get out." ADDISON: "No." DEREK: "Get out!" ADDISON: "No, no I'm not going." DEREK: "Get out of my house now!" [in flashback] ADDISON: "We can survive this. We're Addison and Derek!" DEREK: "I can't look at you. I look at you and feel nauseous ... we're not Derek and Addison anymore." This is so tragically sad. The “he was just here” actually said a lot. Derek was absent, and Mark, Mark was always there for her. IZZIE: "You know they took his body away. I'll never see him again. How would you feel if you never saw Burke again?" IZZIE: "How did this happen? Why did we end up here? Why am I alone? Where's Denny?" MEREDITH: "You're not alone, Izz." IZZIE: "I just wanna go back to when things were normal, when I wasn't poor Izzie laying on the bathroom floor in her prom dress..." CRISTINA: "What is wrong with you?" MEREDITH: "Everything with me is fine, it's Izzie we're worried about." CRISTINA: "Oh, what did you do?" MEREDITH: "Denny died. Burke got shot. Let's just have a little perspective and realize that what I did was a tiny, slightly small..." CRISTINA: "Oh, whatever, just spit it out!" MEREDITH: "I lost my panties, last night." CRISTINA: "He has sex with you and he's standing there all McGuilty and all he has to say is, 'What does this mean?'" HAHAH! Grey’s Season 3 Episode 2:I am a tree DEREK: "Okay Benjamin, Dr. Yang, as pinched and annoyed as she might be, is going to prep you for surgery today. Have you any questions for me?" BENJAMIN: "Is that blonde your girlfriend? 'Cause the way you keep looking at her, you might as well just mount her right here, right now." [pauses as Derek tries not to laugh] "I'm sorry, was I rude?" HAHAHAHHH!!!!! CRISTINA: "Bailey's on the warpath ... not the German warpath. The hospital warpath." It’s hilarious to see Christina intimidated. HAH! FINN: "You bowing out?" DEREK: "No. You?" FINN: "I don't think so." ADDISON: "Dr. Stevens!" IZZIE: "Please don't call me doctor." ADDISON: "Oookay, well, please don't call me Mrs. Shepherd! Ha! That's funny." IZZIE: "She's drunk."JOE: "This is true." ADDISON: "Did you know about the slutty sex your slutty friend had with my super slutty husband?" IZZIE: "You should have a muffin. They're really good and they help you." ADDISON: "I may be beyond help." IZZIE: [walks out] "Yeah, me too. Don't let her drive Joe." ADDISON: [eats a muffin] "Mmm. Good!" DEREK: "This is a change. From the elevator. A little bit more public. I like that." MEREDITH: "You're married. You're married and you said things to me." MEREDITH: "Normally I would like the things you said to me. Normally I would even think the bulletin board thing was funny." DEREK: "Bulletin board thing? What are you talking about?" MEREDITH: "But you're married. Which makes none of this normal. It makes me a home-wrecker and I hate the fact that I'm a home-wrecker." DEREK: "Meredith. I'm not going to pressure you. Take all the time you need. Just so you have all the information. But my home was wrecked way before you came into the picture. I am just now done trying to rebuild it." MIRANDA: "You can tell me... who's damn panties are on the bulletin board!?"[whispering about the panties] CRISTINA: "Yours?" MEREDITH: "This is bad, this isn't good." CRISTINA: "You better claim them. She thinks they are mine. Claim them!" MEREDITH: "No!" MIRANDA: "I know it's one of you. It's always one of mine. Always." ADDISON: "I thought you were room service." DEREK: "I feel terrible. I'm not proud of what I did. You deserve better. I'm sorry about that. I'm sorry about the panties, the prom. I'm sorry I did that." ADDISON: "Yeah. I'm sorry I did that, too." DEREK: "Our marriage is over." ADDISON: "Yeah. I guess it is." DEREK: "It's all my fault. This is incredibly sad. Incredibly sad." [Bathroom door opens] MARK: "This is awkward." DEREK: [looks at Addison] "I feel much better now." HAHAH!! And Mark is so damn hot in this!! They had to use double scotch tape to hold up the towel!! HAHAH! OUCH!! MEREDITH: [grabs George] "George! Callie is hot. She's really sexy, almost dirty hot. And she's hot for you. In my opinion you could keep using the darts as a weapons or you could go get lucky with the sexy hot dirty girl." [George leaves and Cristina enters] CRISTINA: "Where's he going?" MEREDITH: "To get laid." CRISTINA: "There's something wrong in the world when bambi's getting laid and I can't get five minutes alone with Burke." Grey's Season 3 Episode 3: Sometimes a Fantasy IZZIE: "I hate the bride thing. I hate the pictures in the magazines of the girl with the veil... and the flowers that she's sniffing. Like it never occurred to her to put her nose in there until there was a camera pointed at her. I hate the idea of bridesmaids... and the colors... and does the bustle make my ass look bigger or smaller. I hate the whole thing and I never wanted to be that girl. That girl is stupid... shallow. Why the hell is that girl sauntering through my head?" That is just so damn sad. ALEX: "Does it hurt?" IZZIE: "Yeah." ALEX: "Where does it hurt?" IZZIE: "Everywhere..." ALEX: "Maybe it hurts for a reason." Alex actually is a really great sweet guy you know. In moments like this, you just love him. CRISTINA: [about Meredith] "She's dating everyone with a pulse and I'm trying to get Burke out of the bell jar." ROFLMAO!!!! ADDISON: "Here's the thing. We both really enjoy each other. Before... and now again and I think that's a healthy realease and I... I think it's healthy... for everyone involved but I do think just because I made what can only be called a transcontintental booty call, doesn't mean we should be trying to make something out of this and we... Stop doing that!" MARK: "We're good together." ADDISON: "We aren't. You need to go home." MARK: "Come back with me." ADDISON: "You're insane. You're not going back... I'm not going back to New York." MARK: "Because it was just about the sex." ADDISON: [slaps him as they almost kiss] "Oh! Um... okay. Well... goodbye." MARK: "Bye." I really felt sad for Mark when Addison stood there and said, "Thanks for the sex." People blame Mark for sleeping with Addison, but Addison's to blame too. The guy loves her. And he's always there for her, she's drunk, she makes a call, and he flies over! Cos he loves her, and what he gets is a "Thanks for the sex?" When he checks in at the end of the episode, asking for a room on the 21st floor and Richard asks him "What are you goinh here?" And he goes, " I dont know, I have a thing for ferry boats." It's sad. Cos we all know that he's there for Addison. MEREDITH: "I'm dating. And it comes with snacks." HAHA!! CRISTINA: "Oh look - she's laughing. Because he made a joke, which probably wasn't funny. Ohhh, you funny vet!" HAHA. Christina is sooo funny jealous. HAHA. MEREDITH: "Hey!" FINN: "I was in the neighborhood. Well, really I wasn't, but you are worth the detour." MEREDITH: "I had a dream about you last night." FINN: "Was it a good dream?" MEREDITH: "It was." FINN: "What was I doing?" CRISTINA: "Yeah, Mer, what was he doing?" MEREDITH: "What's that?" FINN: "It's for you. It's coffee cake, best in the Northwest. I thought I would soften you up. So when I'm asking you for dinner tonight, you have to say yes." CRISTINA: "Dinner? Tonight? How about that. Are you free tonight? Are you?" (HAHAH!! Christina is irritatingly hilarious!!!) MEREDITH: "Actually, I'm not free tonight." FINN: "Oh. Okay. How about lunch then?" FINN: "Strawberry ice cream. A patient of mine made it." DEREK: "Don't you mean your patient's owner?" MEREDITH: "What exactly is going on here?" DEREK: "He's crashing our date." FINN: "Well, where do you think I got that idea?" DEREK: "I didn't crash your date, it was professional." FINN: "You can't operate without her?" DEREK: "I certainly operate well with her." MEREDITH: "Enough! This is not dating. I want moonlight, and flowers, and candy, and people trying to feel me up. Nobody is trying to feel me up. Nobody is even looking at me. I'm an intern, do the two of you have any idea how much effort it takes to do all this? I am waxed and plucked and I have a clean top on. And the two of you are looking at each other." DEREK: "Meredith..." MEREDITH: "No, my fantasy is not two men looking at each other." FINN: "We didn't...." MEREDITH: "No talking until one of you figures out how to put on a date. I want heat! I want romance! Damn it, I want to feel like a freaking lady!"HAHA!!! Oh man!! Derek's face was a classic!!!! Eric Dane: "I go to the gym four times a week. When I am 60, I want to feel like I am 40. I lift weights and I have a really good trainer," he tells EW. "I eat whatever I get my hands on. You could bottle my metabolism and we would all be billionaires. I miss a meal, I lose five pounds." Patrick Dempsey: "Derek is a neurosurgeon," Dempsey said. "He's McDreamy. I don't think he's a real kind of guy, but that's OK." The just seemed to insult his gender with that quote, although we suppose Dr. Sheperd does set the bar a bit high. Dempsey also shared a story of a recent plane flight when he was asked to help another passenger that suddenly became ill. "There was a seizure, but I didn't get involved," he said. "People looked at me and it was like, 'Are you going to respond to this?'. I'm like, 'Certainly not, I'm not a surgeon'. People just expect I know how to do a craniotomy." Chris: On the innocence of children: "I had this plate I won at a golf tournament on the top shelf in my library, and Chip wanted to see it, so he climbed up. Naturally, the thing fell and shattered into a thousand pieces. I came home and you could just see the devastation. He felt so bad. He couldn't even get it out of his mouth. 'Daddy, I… I… I… br… br… br…' It was so sweet. I just held him. Talking about my kids just makes me emotional. [Before Finn was born], Lily wanted a girl so bad, she would tell us that if it was a boy, 'I am packing my bags and I am outta here.' So when Finley turned out to be Finley, she felt so bad that she wrote a letter in that adorable kid handwriting that said 'Mom, I'm so sorry. I'm not packing my bags. I'm not leaving you.' The innocence. It hits you right in your gut."I think that is sooo sweet!!! HAHA. I love greys!! Dammit. This is just not fair! All the hotties!! Finn, Mark, Derek! They got to see them filming in Seattle!! RARRR! HAHAH Grey’s Season 3 Episode 4: What I am SPOILERS!!!: MEREDITH: "McSteamy! Woo hoo!" MARK: "McSteamy? That's what you're calling me now?" MEREDITH: "Yes... but I don't think you are supposed to know that." MARK: "How's my favorite dirty mistress?" MEREDITH: "No, now I'm an adulterous whore!" I cant believe Derek. How could he? Cant he see that all he needs for Meredith to be happy is to love her? HOW COULD HE WALK AWAY!!!!! ARGHHH!!!!And I am so sad for Finn. RARR. I really like him. He’s so sweet!!! FINN: "So its Derek?" MEREDITH: "I'm sorry." FINN: "Can I ask why?" MEREDITH: "You are a great guy. You're a wonderful guy. And you may even be the better guy, but-" FINN: "He's the one." MEREDITH: "I wish he wasn't." FINN: "He's gonna hurt you again. And when he does... I won't be here. Take care of yourself, Meredith." DEREK: "You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy. Somebody who doesn't complicate your life. Somebody who won't hurt you. He's the better guy. [pauses] Finn's the better guy." MEREDITH: "Derek?" DEREK: "I'm walking away." http://www.greysanatomyinsider.com/quotes/page_2.html SEASON THREE Episode 1: "Time Has Come Today" The Dixie Chicks, "Lullaby" Tegan & Sara, "Take Me Anywhere" Sleeping At Last, "Quicksand" Emiliana Torrini, "Nothing Brings Me Down" Gnarls Barkley, "Gone Daddy Done" Grant Lee Phillips, "Under The Milky Way" Episode 2: "I Am a Tree" Moloko, "The Time Is Now" Mat Kearney, "Crashing Down" The Chalets, "Theme From Chalets" Bittersweet, "The Mating Game" Jesus Jackson, "Running On Sunshine" Snow Patrol, "Open Your Eyes" Mat Kearney, "All I Need" Episode 3: "Sometimes a Fantasy" Outkast, "Idlewild Blues" Lilly Allen, "Take What You Take" The Pipettes, "Dirty Mind" The Bamboos, "Step It Up" The Poems, "Ballad of a Bitter End" Joe Purdy, "Can't Get It Right Today" The Girl Behind the Screen, 9:42 PM |
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