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Why is it that when you yield, I feel like the one who has been conquered?
English orals was a blast. And I passed my Chinese by the way. A C6. Gabriel's Angel was bloody sad. And it's really good. I miss PJ. I read A Kingdom of Dreams again. And it's still as poignantly touching as the last time I did. Today's quote's from there. Personally I think it's all quite blown up actually, And honestly I have my own opinion and having heard both sides of the story it's like yeah. The point is frankly, it's between them and I think that people who hear only one side of their story or are not involved should just stay out of it. And as of now, I'm a neutral party. Forgive me, I loved you too much.. Newsflash: I dont know where I wanna go, what I wanna do. The only place, only future I know is in your arms. And now that you're gone, where do I belong? You said "Easy, I wont hurt you." But you already did. Far more than you can imagine. You said that you love me. But where is this love you speak of? I cant see it, I cant touch it, And i sure as hell cannot feel it. All i can do is hear it. And words aint enough. They really arent. So now it's time for me to walk away, Clench my fists and wrench my guts out. Yeah, cos if your heart's not in it, Dont try to fake what you dont feel. If your love's already gone, It's not fair to lead me on, Cos i would give the whole world for you, Anything you ask of me i'll do. BUT i wont ask you to stay, I'd rather walk away, If your heart's not in it.. The Girl Behind the Screen, 9:19 PM
Then I will love you despite your hatred
Hey. I watched The fast and the furious Tokyo drift. D.K. It's awesome man. Like so good. HAHA. And the cars!!!! Especially the black and white one. He's hot man. Lucas Black :D It's so sad that Han dies. I was like what the crap?! The car explodes with him inside and Li wei goes "He dies?" I'm like "No." HAHA. You guys should watch it. Action packed, Funny, Hot guy and girl, Awesome cars, Awesome driving stunts. AH!! At the car park going up the slope!!! I've got an adrenaline rush just thinkin' bout the way they drift. HAHAHA. I remember watching the second one with Sarah and Isaku. HAHA. Anyone who liked the first 2 so have to watch this.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 10:13 PM
Hate me all you want but dont ever stop loving me.
On Saturday and Sunday, We did flag day. There were lots of generous people, But very little hotties :( HAHA. Oh well. We managed to sell all the pins and yeah. It was very fun. We bought slippers from Fox. Actually I wanted to get the Ripcurl one, But there wasnt size!! ARGHH!! OH! And I finally met up with Amy! :D She's dammit tall now. It's really annoying. HAHA. But uber fun!! :D We watched Pirates. Amy kept screaming at every thing that popped out. HAHA. The ballet music part when they were in the ball cage. And the "I've got a jar of dirt. I've got a jar of dirt." ROFLMAO! Where's the thump thump?? HAHA. Yeah. It was good. I got quite annoyed with some stuff. On Monday, We had photo taking and all. I forgot to bring my shoes. And I was totally frowning in the photo cos I was stuck behing Boss and Jo, And between Shi Yun and Hui Yu. I dont get how people who dont come for training can actually be thick skinned enough to showup for photo taking. The photographer was annoying. RARR. Everytime I see you, I know I would give up everything I ever knew. Just to know what it's like to be in your arms again. And it hurts cos inevitably I would hope for more. And the higher I reach, The higher I climb, The further the distance to the ground, The more painful the smack when I fall back to earth and realise that we will never be... We did pitching again. Lin said I'm getting good :D I talked about them with Lin. It sucks and I still find myself wondering. Why the distance? Why only memories? And it hurts to remember what we used to be, And then snap back into reality. Today was like whoa. Chinese was okay cos she let us listen to music. I was reading The Beloved Scoundrel by Iris Johansen. It's quite nice. 4/5. I read Double Standards again. AWESOME. HAHA. Okay. I'm digressing again. During PE, Queck made a big fuss over the FBT shorts. And she was talking to us in such a demanding, 'I'm bigger tha you tone', That we all got annoyed. I refused to buy the school shorts and Andrea told her, "You buy for me la." HAHA. I cant remember what I said back to her but she went: "LESLIE! Mr Francis!" Reminded me of a kid whining, "MUMMY!!" HAHA. The difference in his tone was so much better. I really wasnt glaring at him okay. My English sucks. RARR. Jay sent me an email in Chinese. Dont know how that dude did it but I didnt understand a shit. So I put it in the online translator and look what came out. "Your good Anna How are you? The forest has not sent the email to me. Tells her her to need to inspect her email. God blesses you! Jesus loves you! - Outstanding Iraq-" HAHA. I laughed for a good ten minutes. The forest was supposed to be Lin. Outstanding Iraq was Jay. The Girl Behind the Screen, 6:41 PM |
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