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I didnt find Him. He found me.
Amazing. Okay. That's really pretty much all I can say. There's a few days of posts missing before this, and I'll update later, But for now this is the most important thing to me. I've got new brothers. In Him. Paul and Jay. You know what's amazing? We first talked to them at Teen Games. And yeah. They were just the really strong cool dudes, The men from America who are crazy ( in the words of Jay ) And we went in there thinking, "Okay, we'll never see them again, so it doesnt matter if we embarrass ourselves. " So we talked to them and asked them for the frying pans they rolled up. Yeah. I'm not kidding. So they're cool and friendly and really neat. Forty grown men on each arm and no one ever manages to pull his hands apart. They ask us to come again on Saturday. Hahaha. Oh Jay used to play basketball, but he fell so much, he got kicked out. Sounds familiar? HAHA. Yeah. To me then, they were just cool dudes and yeah. But Yahweh's amazing. So yeah. Yesterday, I went down, we talked to them again yeah, Laughed, joked, compared hand sizes. And Jay goes "You should come and see us again." And I went "So where would you guys be." "Ermm.. I dont know." HAHAHA. I listened to Paul and Jay's life story, And it was touching, moving. But not life changing. YET. Jay was telling me how blessed he was, How Yahweh provided him with the small things, like braces. Yeah. Then he gave us their schedule. We decided we would go today. When we reached, St John's church, It was Chinese service, we thought we missed them and all, Lin wanted to go back, But I was like " We're here, might as well check out if they're coming later or something. " So yeah, turns out to be the best descision ever, even though we didnt know then. ( I'm still amazed how wonderful He is!! ) The people were over friendly. HAHA. Nah. Just kidding. So they asked us who invited us and we told them the team genesis people. They seemed pretty impressed by that and asked how we knew them and everything, And Lin and me were saying we could say that they were our sister's cousin's aunt's best friends. HAHA. So when they came they were like hey!! Listened to them share again. And this time something kept jumping out at me when Paul was sharing. And I started crying abit. I guess it was him talking bout rejection, Bout how people kept telling him he was a mistake, And I just felt like yeah. So Paul was saying that he had everything he wanted in life, But he still felt empty, Which is pretty much how I feel. I guess you know because I'm born in a christian family, I grew up always knowing Him, I kinda got complacent along the way. Somehow in my daily walk, After the incident when I was young, I just strayed from Him. And like yeah, I mean I agree with the doctrines, but sometimes I think it's because it's what my parents do. And I dont want that because I want a relationship with Him now. There was somthing Paul said too. He said that he's not always happy. But he's always joyful. Cos he has Christ. And I think that makes alot of sense. He said " I didnt find Him. He found me. " Yeah and it's true. Today Yahweh found me, He found Lin. After the program, we spoke to Paul. And he just took us aside and asked Lin. What's wrong? Why do you look so downcast? And he started sharing, telling us bout rejections and everything. It's so overwhelming. And me and Lin were like crying and crying, Not because of what he said, but what Yahweh said through Him. And I know this because he was able to pinpoint what was wrong in our lives. Our major downfalls. And I just dont know what to say. I'm overwhelmed. We accepted Christ again. And the funny thing was Paul said "Now I'm your older brother." And I couldnt stop laughing, because of what we said that we were his sister's cousin's aunty's best friend. HAHAH. And Yeah. We told Paul. And he said well, God has a sense of humour. haha. We went with them to St James. Yeah And he shared with us bout so many things. I dont know what to say. Hahaha. Paul invited us to stay with him if we came to America. hahaha. Thank you Father. Thank you for Paul, for Jay. The Girl Behind the Screen, 7:05 PM
Upside down
Phew. What a week. Oh oh! Guess what's back guys? Smallville!!!! :D!! Every Friday from 7.30 to 8.30 on Channel 5!! Commencing on June 30th. The moment I knew, I messaged Lin and Amanda. We're gonna watch Suoerman returns together. Yeah yeah! But ARGHHH!!! I dont want Lex to be back. I think they should have used Tom Welling and Michael Rosenbaum in Superman instead. Let's start with Saturday yeah? Saturday. Church was okay. Poor Noah was sick so yeah. I cant really remember what happened, Except that it was Father's day. Yeah. My card was nice!! HAHA. After Uncle Augustine preached, we all clapped. ROFLMAO!!! Funny man!! HAHAH. Sunday. It was a fun day. First we went down to Aunty Sally's house for Grandma's birthday lunch. Photo taking, and DVD watching. She liked the bracelet I chose!! Hurray!! Aaron was funny. HAHAH. And the blackmail picture!! After that at around 4, we left, and Dad sent us to Symphony heights. It was pretty great, Esther's BBQ. HAHA. Yay!! Watching Just my Luck with Aunty Maggie. Letchmi!!! HAHAHA. Shemma!! Oh gosh. And There's a new wine.. Oh by the way, I saw Mr Sng. He's super happy :D Check this out. HAHAHA. This was live guys. The whole cast together. Check it out!! When asked how the cast resembled its characters, Pompeo grinned and pointed at Dempsey. “I haven’t publicly said this before, but I do have a crush on him,” Pompeo said. “Well, I have a crush on you, too,” Dempsey, who is married to Jillian Fink, shot back, to sighs and whoops from the audience. “I’ve got a crush on both of you. Maybe we can party,” Walsh said, laughing. The Girl Behind the Screen, 11:43 PM
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Take a look at THAT and tell me he aint hot. He's major eye candy man. By the way, I watched She's the man again with Gail and Andrea. Sisters outing. Yeah. Everytime he came on screen, me and Gail were like!!!!! The tampons!!! I'm a Barbie girl ring tone. HAHAHA. Do you like cheese? The "I love you" when she's still as Sebastian. When I close my eyes, I see you for who you truly are... Which is UUUGLLY!!! HAHA. Girls with asses like me, dont talk to guys with faces like you. The part when the Illyria soccer team came out. WHOA!! HAHA. I am a boy. Prove it. AHA. That's my boy!! Is it me or does this game have more nudity than most? Unlike you, we dont discriminate againts gender.. Ouch. That's gonna bruise. It's stated her in the manual. (Grabs the manual, tears it.) What manual? Butterflies!! Butterflies!! HAAHA. Here's a quote: Be not afraid of greatness. Some are born great, some acheive greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them. LALA. I love that show. It's hilarious. AND Channing Tatum is so hot!!!! Hmm. Okay. So my parents havent beenout of town. Yeah. Which is pretty much code for HAVOCK and FREEDOM. Yeah. Most of the time I wasnt at home, But rather, was over at the Ngs. Yeah. It was hilarious, and fun. Ben & Jerrys. Introduced Chunky Monkey to Elaine. So much for abstaining from sweet stuff. AHA. I remember we 'teh ah liad' with them and Uncle Albert. Then we went to the Senior Citizen Fitness Corner. AHA. Shemah oh Israel. HAHAHA. That was HILARIOUS!! Oh oh!!! And Caleb hitting Noah and then running away to escape punishment.. Then.. BOOM! Falls down. HAHA. Retribution. Me and Elaine couldnt stop laughing. Brought them bowling. Actually Elaine was supposed to go too. But she had work, and the twins wanted to go, So I had to go to baby sit. And was the only female. There was Jehian, Jarren, Ken, Daniel, Alvin and HAHA. Pebbles. Jehian's pretty good. Pebbles sucked. HAH. It was freezing. The moment we reached, Joshua peed in his pants. AND, we had no clothes whatsoever. GREAT! Ken wanted him to wear sarong. HAHA. In the end, I washed it and dried it at the hand dryer. Sigh. What would they do without me. HAHA. Hmm. The moment I came out of the toilet, Pebbles had a strike. HAHA. And they were being annoying. Jehian was like "WHA!! The moment Anna's here, SOMEBODY got a strike yeah?" HAHA. Everyone started laughing at me :( Never mind. The next moment, Jehian's turn, he got a strike too. HAHAHA. And I couldnt stop laughing. THEN, Daniel went up and got a strike too. I was like "See!! I'm everyone's good luck charm. Unless that means all of you like me too, which I cant blame you for. HAHAHA" The twins bowled too. They were super excited. The actually managed to hit something a few times. They used the 8 kg one, which was brown. So Joshie bowled on one lane, Caleb the other. Both went into the drain. I told Ken "Haha. Looks like two coconuts rolling down the beach." The next moment, Pebbles used the 8 kg one, and same thing. Then Ken was like " NO!!! Not 2. 3!!!" ROFLAMO!! HAHAHA. Uncle Police!! Uncle Police!! There was lots of outings. Went out with Sabrina. Yadder yadder. Hmm. Everything's pretty much a blur. Sabbath was funny. We sat in the room with Uncle Augustine. HAHHAA. LOL!! The Retirement age:60. Expected lifespan: 45 years. LOL!!! And the earthquake. ..So, did the prayers work or was it a false prophecy? HAHA. And the Noah thing. Next morning we had breakfast and the counrty club. Eat and you die!!! HAHAHAH!!! Went down to church for spring cleaning. Ngs came down. It was fun. Adjorned to my house for tea. Hee hee. Had Grey's Anatomy Marathon. Finished Season 2. It sucks!! But it rocks!!! How could they leave it hanging like that???!!! Meredith: You are looking at me. And you watch me. And Finn has plans. And I like Finn. He's perfect for me, and I'm really trying here to be happy, and I feel like I can't breathe. I can't breathe with you looking at me like that so just stop! Derek: You think I want to look at you? That I wouldn't rather be looking at my wife? I'm married. I have responsibilities. She, she doesn't drive me crazy. She doesn't make it impossible for me to feel normal. She doesn't make me sick to my stomach thinking about my veterinarian touching her with his hands. Man, I would give anything to not be looking at you. (Long pause. Meredith turns around and looks at Derek. Derek grabs Meredith's head and kisses her. ) ARGHHH!!!! Meredith (she grabs him as he turns to walk off): You don't get to call me a whore. When I met you, I thought I had found the person that I was going to spend the rest of my life with. I was done. So all the boys and all the bars and all the obvious daddy issues, who cared, because I was done. You left me. You chose Addison. I'm all glued back together now. I make no apologies for how I chose to repair what you broke. You don't get to call me a whore. It's sad!! And heart wrenching, that they love each other so damn much. The look on Derek's face when he sees her coming down from Finn's apartment. It says soooo much. It's a mixture of hurt, confusion, anger, jealousy, but the most of all PAIN. They love each other so damn much. And the way his face softens when she tells him she thought she was going to spend the rest of her life with him. And when she told him she slept with George. At first he was kidding with her. It was first amusement. Then PAIN. Then blank. And then there's Addison. "How am I supposed to compete? Derek loves Meredith. And the only people who doesnt know that is Derek and Meredith. How am I supposed to compete with that?" Who loves Derek so much. And then Mark. "I miss you.. We all made mistakes. All 3 of us. And somehow, somehow, I lost my best friend and the woman I love.." ARGGHHH!!!! Who loves Addison so much. "How come you can forgive her but not me?" "I havent forgiven her, and with you, I have no obligation to try." It's sad it really is. Mark and Derek have to maek up. They HAVE to!!! And there's also George. " I know I'm not a world reknowned surgeon and I know I'm not alot of things you've gone for in the past. But I would never leave you, I would never hurt you, and I will never stop loving you. " Who loves Meredith so much. Its sad. It really is. And Finn!!!!!!! "Dont call. Never call. Always show up." Who is starting to fall for Meredith, Who will inevitably get hurt when Meredith chooses Derek. AHHH! I hate/love the writers. Who makes you love all the characters, and then hurts all of them. Derek should be with Meredith. Addison should be with Mark. George can be with his weird Callie. Finn can meet some girl who loves him and he loves. He SHOULDNT love Meredith. NO!!!!!!!! He's so sweet and nice and PERFECT. AND!! Denny should have never died!!! Burke is such a perfect boyfriend and Christina should show how much she loves him too!! ARGHH!! I think I'm obsessed. But I cant help it!! Dammit!!! DVDS anyone??!! I wanna watch Once and Again. Tonight was dinner with the board members. It was really good. The bill was around like 600 bucks. Yeah. I need to go to the library. The Girl Behind the Screen, 10:44 PM
Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol
We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? The Girl Behind the Screen, 11:25 PM
I would give anything to not be looking at you
Hey. So on Wednesday I met Gail and Sabrina. We went to buy Daniel's present. We bought Havianna's and yeah. Lots and lots of Ah lian wrapping paper hahaha. We wrapped it like super super alot of times, hahaha so yeah. Hmm. Then I stayed over at Aunty Joyce's house os I had orals. Thursday. Hmm. Orals was okay, but I think I failed. Yeah. After that we went town with Kim, the S/Chermin, Andrea and Gwen. HAHA. Ate Mos and yeah. We went Toy Town!! YAY!!! So funn!!! And yeah, we were gonna buy cups. Super cool!! :DDD Yeah. So I went down to Elaine's and stayed over. The twins were like really great. Friday. Oh yeah. I watched She's the man with Lin. Hilarious SHIT!!! REALLY NICE!! :DD And the guy is like Mega eye candy. I'm watching with the youth again. Channing Tatum :DDD!!! Oh and here's a quote: " Girls with asses like me, dont talk to guys with faces like you. " HAHAHA. LOL!! I think that's really funny!! :DD Oh my gosh!! :DD He's dammit hot!!:DD HAHAHA. I think I've got lots of eye candy. HAHA. Got a weakness for nice eyes man!! Chris Pine. Jonathan Rhys Meyers. Channing Tatum. Oh oh!! And!! The older charmers :DD Michael Rosenbaum. Patrick Dempsey. Hugh Jackman. YEAH!!! www.justmyluckmovie.com Oh wells. I cant wait!!! :DD Hmm. Okay. We also met Esther for dinner at Ikea. Yeah. Gayry was the thorn among the roses. HAHAHAH! Yeah. Cell group was okay. Quite fun. We played Pictionary. Idiot man Gayry. HAHA. We had Strabucks vouchers. The happy birthday thing we did to Daniel was damn lame. HAHAHA. Should have seen his face when opened the present. At first like patiently taking out the scotch tape, By the end, RRRRRRRRRIIIPPPPPPP!!!! HAHAHA. And he saw the box and he was like the [Huh! What kinda shoes is this. 24 dollars only.] *Opens the box. PHEW! Thanks!! I love Haviannas!! HAHAH. Me Gayry and Eliz were gossiping. HAHA. Yeah. Funny shit. And we kept laughing bout the "Nong Nong" ago. HAHA. We were saying the next day Jason worship lead he would sing, " My heart Nongs for You my Saviour" HAHAHA. And we started singing all the songs with "Nong" in it. We took train back. Amazing eh. HAHAHA. Saturday. So we went for the ROM. We were late, cos the taxi driver was driving at like 40 km/h. GEE!!! HAHAHA. So annoying. It's a really Nong Nong story. HAHAHA. Aunty Honey looked so tired and yeah. It was sad. HAHAHA. Aaron kept taking so many chicken wings to takeaway. His girlfriend's damn funny man. And then he forgot to take the whole packet. HAHA. And the " WHA!!! SO FAST AH!!! Okay. We wait for her to sample." HAHA. And Andrea's "Popo, you dont want to Pai Zhao" Coming out as "Popo, you dont want to Pa Jiao" HAHAH!! Aaron sent us down to church. Yeah. Uncle Augustine "interrogated" me. Scary. HAHA. HAHAH. The keyowrd was "SCANDALOUS." Me and Gayry, kept waiting for Gail to look then we just kept saying SCANDLOUS!!! HAHA. Funny man!! Then we recruited Elizabeth and Jehian and Jarren. See no evil!! Hahah!! Elizabeth's dream was disgusting. DISGUSTING!!!! SHIVERS!!!! AHA! Stayed over at Elaine's. Sunday. Church today was okay. Great. Worship was awesome. Food was great. We went to drink Teh tareh with Uncle Albert and Ngs. HAHAHA. Then we went to the Senior Citizens Fitness Center. Funny Shit. Cant wait for 22nd June!! Just my luck!!! Chris Pine :DD!! So I was never good enough for you. Never enough. I can never satisfy, I would never measure up. But sad to say, To me, you're all I ever need. It's not that I cant see your flaws, I just love you too damn much. The Girl Behind the Screen, 10:17 AM |
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