| MY WORLD
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
| You Are a Frappacino | 
At your best, you are: fun loving, sweet, and modern
At your worst, you are: childish and over indulgent
You drink coffee when: you're craving something sweet
Your caffeine addiction level: low |
hahaha. that's so not true. i have to drink coffee everyday :D
| You Should Drive a Ford Shelby Mustang Cobra | 
You have an extreme need for speed, even when you're not in a hurry.
And while your flying by, you don't want to look like every other car on the road! |
haha. debbie's right. it's not a terrific looking car :S
| You Are 80% "Average American" | 
You are average because you don't have a college degree.
You are not average since you don't donate to charity. |
hahaha.
| Your Hidden Talent | 
Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements. |
i am?
| Your Love Element Is Metal | 
In love, you inspire and respect your partner.
For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.
You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.
Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.
Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.
You connect best with: Earth
Avoid: Fire
You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other |
hahaha. this so proves i'm bored :D
| You Are an Emo Rocker! | 
Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding. |
yyeahh!! haha
| Your Career Type: Artistic | 
You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.
You would make an excellent:
Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor
The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary. |
hahaha. rarrr. i'll keep that in mind
| You Passed 8th Grade Science | 
Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct! |
man am i bored or bored?
| You Are Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Ice Cream | 
A classic and an original, no wonder everyone snakes your style! |
ooh!! i like this flavour!!
The Girl Behind the Screen, 4:36 PM
CNY
love. it's about putting down the poison and dagger and making your happy ending.. most of the time..
okay so it's chinese new year.
big deal.
since when has life been colorful since i saw you walk away.
in black and white.
so yeah.
the first day of chinese new year as always we head to my father's side first.
without my brother who had to work.
ate.
drank.
collected red packets.
greeted.
smiled.
indulged.
played cards.
did the thing we do.
went to my mom's side.
greeted.
smiled.
collected red packets.
served tea.
the same thing.
well.
yeah.
got kinda bored.
in the end,
the 5 of us chens sat down with pearl and aaron and played asshole dai di.
hahaha.
super funny.
heh.
factory worker aye?
pearl was so like bimbotically dramatic.
like the difference in attitude with her as king and with her as the asshole.
hahah. and aaron as the gigolo and factory worker.
that was amusing.
and me giving pearl the asshole the queen, jack and 8.
hahahha.
everyone was like oooh!!
hahaha.
but she still ended up as the asshole.
hahaha.
it was great fun and all.
yesterday we went over to mom's side again.
sharks fin :D
hahaha.
and that yu shan thingy.
so good.
hmm.
then it was to uncle anthony's.
then uncle bling bling's :D hahaha.
great kuey lapis.
then the tans.
where there was the soos!!!
and the ngs!!
oh man.
love the boys.
feel like hugging them and pinching their cheeks.
especially when joshie gave jehian that look like he said the most ridiculous thing by asking him to say
" anna jie jie pung pung smelly smelly "
and declared proudly: "no no!"
haha.
earned him a big fat kiss.
and when he tried making peace with caleb.
and went with outstretched arms to give him a big fat hug.
and another,
and another.
hahaha.
love em boys.
training tommorrow.
cant wait.
dreamed of the game and bibi last night :D
i miss OBS and the people so much!
oh.
i wanna say i feel so cheated!!
i bought my and1 rise mid aye?
for 143.
so this kim likes me shoes.
she asks if she can buy it.
and she buys it from the same place.
at guess what price?
yes.
103.
rarr!!!! damn it.
wasted 70 bucks within a week!!
i like to end the day's review with quotes.
adds some meaning to a meaningless day.
so cheers and enjoy.
"You know what's worse than the fear of speaking the truth? It's the fearing of uncovering it." - some professor from smallville's episode of thirst -
"There's only one way to find out if a man is honest: ask him. If he says yes, then he must be crooked." -Groucho Marx-
The Girl Behind the Screen, 1:01 PM
whoo!!
Saturday, January 28, 2006
hey.
let me see. what has life been about besides you?
oh yeah.
shit. and school which basically is the shit. and trainings.
and friends. who yeah. mean alot.
but next to you,
they cant compare.
you tore me apart.
i'm a human train wreck.
and you wont let me heal.
okay. stop.
school was fine. tests. tests and tests.
the celebration was as usual.
boringly shitty.
yeah.
we were supposed to all go out together,
but in the end, i dont know what happened to our plans.
hahah.
so it ended up as the 6 of us.
me, kim, debbie, lin, amanda and jo.
which is kinda nice too, cos i dont really fancy big outings.
we wanted to catch a movie.
in her shoes or something.
but the timings were off.
so yeah.
headed to heeren for sakae buffet.
we ate 57 plates within 1 hour or so.
plus moshi and chawanmushi.
yeah.
i was like soo full.
hahaha. so i went to pay the bill.
and the 4 of them ( kim left first ) gve me like 16 bucks.
which was like yeah.
and then the lady said 4 buffets. at first it didnt register.
then i counted the money and i was like. something's not right.
cos i already had like 52 bucks and the bill was 66.
then debbie was like just pay. just pay.
later we left and i figured out why.
we only paid for 4 when there were 6 of us.
hahaha!! so it's like yeah.
i calculated?
they lost like 29.74 bucks. hahaha.
in the end we left after seeing watches and all cos i didnt wanna miss the twins baptism.
cabbed down. and it turns out they werent even there yet. hahaha.
yeah.
later elaine told me that when they were in the car,
auntie theresa was saying:
" shua, lebby, we going church to see the jie jies. you want to see the jie jies?"
hahaha. and then they shouted:
"jie jie anna!!"
hahahha.
so adorable.
rarr.
love em'.
celebrated their birthdays.
the cake and all.
yeah.
service.
and then today.
which i wanna say now,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBIE NG NING!!
and here's to grey's anatomy :D
i cant stand it!! he should be with meredith.
he freaking cries!!
oh and some quotes :D
Derek: (difficulty speaking): She asked me ah to tell you that ..that she wanted you to know, that if love were enough... that if love were enough that she'd still be here with you.
MVO: But as human beings, sometimes its better to stay in the dark..Because in the dark there maybe fear... but there's also hope.
MVO: For starters she falls for the one guy she knows she can't have. Then she blames fate for her own bad decision. Even now I believe for the most part love is about choices. It's about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending... most of the time.
Meredith: Okay here it is. Your choice. Its simple. (she starts getting teary and emotional) Her or me. And I'm sure she's really great. But Derek... I love you... in a really, really big ... pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window...unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me. Choose me. Love me.
MVO: Pain. You just have to ride it out. Hope it goes away on its own. Hope that the wound that caused it heals. Pain. You just have to fight through because the truth is you can't out run it. And life always makes more.
dang!! hell do i love this show.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 4:17 PM
grey's anatomy and life.
Thursday, January 26, 2006
i'm into you like a train. oh dang it.
grey's anatomy is so sad!!
i cant get it out of my head.
cant get over it.
it's so much better than ER.
it's the best medical show.
EVER.
it's a pity that hardly anybody watches it.
like seriously!!
you guys dont know what you're missing out on.
hahaha.
i like what meredith said bout derrick.
" he's a freaking brain surgeon!! how can he be so brainless? "
hahaha. that sure got me started.
i love the show!!
hahah. it's so great cos it's full of humour,
it's witty,
it's got so many aspects of life injected into it in an artistic, realistic way.
dang it!! i cant wait for the next episode.
RARR!! it's so sad.
i couldnt get over it okay.
okay. GET OVER IT.
i'm not over it yet. hahah.
so?
oh.
i found something damn amusing.
my friend told me she was curious bout what would pop out on google if she typed in anna chen.
as you guys know,
everything is on google.
haha. but you would NEVER guess what pops up.
SERIOUSLY.
i was so amused.
hahah!! roflmao!!!
go try it!!! hahaha.
okay that's like not the main point.
tuesday.
played game and all.
he said he didnt wanna put me in top 5 cos of my offense.
and that if i bucked up on offense,
he would put me in instead of joanne.
he said it would definetely be better.
that does it.
i'm so gonna train back my shooting and all.
hmm.
i dont know why,
but my thigh still aches from that training.
oh oh!
you should have seen what he wore.
like OH GOSH.
hahah.
tight sleeveless.
obscene.
i'm suprised i didnt get nightmares.
he sat on the basketball?
and seriously it was like half flat.
we were trying so hard not to laugh while he was scolding.
hahaha.
then he talked bout the hot dog thing.
and we took the chance to roar with laughter.
roflmao!
he was saying anyone can sink in the ball.
i was thinking : " not if it's deflated to THAT extent. "
hahaha.
oh oh!
and he was like ......my balls...
and my mouth just DROPPED open.
like jaw drop.
i was like shocked and trying so hard not to burst out laughing.
and no one realised.
i thought.
cos i was behind him.
so everyone could see my reaction.
hahaha.
he started laughing first.
hahaha.
dude.
everyone was roaring with laughter.
roflmao!!!!
i was like thank goodness i wasnt the only who realised it.
hahaha.
we like took really long to get over it.
hahaha.
wednesday was like classes and braces.
i went to put braces.
he forgot to cut my wire properly.
ouch.
it's killing me.
it was to harbour after school.
yeah.
gotta go.
see ya.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 7:24 PM
top 12 and the unfair descision
Saturday, January 21, 2006
hey hey.
i guess life has been really hectic.
this week was like lessons, trainings.
lessons, trainings.
yeah.
i got my shoes on wednesday.
and1 rise mid.
well, i cabbed down right after school,
bought the blue one size 10.5,
and cabbed back.
so in like less than half an hour i spent 144 bucks.
haha. pretty cool.
i was already late for lessons.
but it was SS so like yeah.
dont really bother.
in the end they told me self training was cancelled.
grrr!!!
i helped out with the auditions for the musical.
then went to tiong to get my shoes changed.
got the orange one.
had lunch/dinner with tong at the griller,
and went down to church yeah.
thursday was supposed to meet sasha.
but in the end i went to queens with val, kim, gwen and my sister.
so yeah.
hunted and hunted for jerseys.
couldnt get it.
i so wanted the D.O.S one.
it is so hot!!
all his faukt that we dragged so long we missed the shipment.
wanted the adidas reversible one.
but couldnt get it.
rarr. ate macs.
friday was playing ball.
hahha.
ms sim: " dont tell me there's a ghost going around putting balls everywhere! "
hahaha!!! roflmao.
i found that damn funny.
hahaha.
okay training.
i was really irritated.
damn it.
how can he put sue li and shi yun.
my gosh.
when was the last time they even fucking came for training.
what the hell man.
ir's super unfair to debbie and qian ru.
they have been coming for training regularly.
and these 2 assholes,
who hasnt been even here,
are selected for main 12.
he says sue li is committted.
which retard cant see that a person who doesnt come for training for 4 months isnt committed?
let me tell you.
him.
and she even wants to quit basketball and join library.
bloody hell. library!!
what kinda freaking loser is that?
why give the position to someone who deosnt even want it.
it's debbie's last year.
qian ru's been coming.
and you give shi yun the position cos she was there for that training and debbie wasnt.
debbie had stomach flu.
hello!!?
because she's big?
what the hell?
it's so unfair.
i cant stand it.
she came up to me acting so noble.
asking if i minded if she got into top 12.
i was like what the hell?
she said i would tell him.
i actually thought that what the hell? dont think so highly of yourself?
how the heck would i know he would be so RARR!!
when we've been working our ass off every training,
we've been sweating and bleeding,
running lik there's no tommorrow,
they've been dancing para para,
going gout in short skirts to meet guys.
and they get the positions.
what the hell.
seriously just look at the eattendance sheet.
just look at it.
bloody hell.
this is the top 12:
4 - bunny.
5 - lin.
6 - bel.
7 - me!! haha.
8 - big amanda.
9 - judy.
10 - wan ling.
11 - kim.
12 - li wei.
13 - (this should be debbie) loser 1.
14 - (this should be qian ru) loser 2.
15 - jo.
today was like church.
typical.
jamming session after that was great.
haha.
they were so hype!!
poor joshie hit his head.
it was like such a big bump!!
elaine was like oh!! cock, cock? ( it's supposed to be kok kok )
i was like pffft. trying to control.
elaine: cock where? cock where?
i was okay stop!!!!
it's KOK. not COCK.
it's so obscene!!!
hahaha.
and the baby language thing.
dude that was funny!!
The Girl Behind the Screen, 10:34 PM
the wedding and christopher
Monday, January 16, 2006
hey hey. like i said,
the wedding was yesterday.
it was a blast really.
we reached at aroud 3 plus.
the twins and phuas were already there.
like suprise!!!!
haha. i got to chose clothes for my bro!
haha. okay yeah.
so it was like we were waiting around and everythuing.
and then chrstopher and marie came
i was like hurray!!
hahaha. christopher and my brother was wearing like identical clothes?!
hahaha. yeah. funny shit when they are supposed to be the nonsense kids.
i didnt get to talk to him yet.
hahaha.
so it was like yeah.
forward to..
the twins!!
hahaha.
the moment they stepped in and started throwing the flowers,
there was like excitement man.
everyone started chattering.
hahahah.
yeah.
the bride entered.
we had worship.
my dad shared.
suuper long.
hahaha.
blessings. yadder yadder.
then it was all the photo taking.
yeah.
and dinner.
the twins were playing around as usual,
and they nearly ran into the pool!
elaine caught them right before they stepped in man.
hahaha.
food was like good.
after the cake cutting,
went to talk to keziah.
yeah.
i was like "do you remember me?"
she was like "yeah! yeah!..... no."
hahahaha!!.
took pictures again.
finally talked to christopher.
hahah.
ass. he was like i remember.
hahah. the nonsense kid.
and it was then that i realise how big a part of my childhood he was.
my guitar teacher,
my soccer companion.
he was the one who encouraged me and always told me to follow my heart.
yeah, he was always helping me when i was worship leading as a kid,
and i remember the WWJD bands.
and the " who wants to get electric shocked!! "
hahaha. roflmao.
oh man.
really miss them yeah.
take care and see ya!
The Girl Behind the Screen, 3:21 PM
extraction, training and everything
Friday, January 13, 2006
hey hey.
i've been like busy busy busy. so yeah. havent had time to update.
let me start on sunday.
i went to meet them to play ball.
but in the end we cancelled cos it was raining!!
:( RARR!
so yeah.
i went back and bathed.
took a nice long nap cos the weather was just perfect for sleeping.
went over to the ngs house.
they were just adorable as usual.
had roast duck for dinner man. YUMM.
(i'm hungry again. the hungry ghost club!!! hahaha.)
so yeah.
went back.
did stuff. yadder yadder.
on monday i got to skip school cos of dental.
it was damn painful.
she took out a chunk of my gum man.
but at least it was clean.
i swore after that i would brush my teeth religiously.
haha.
you should have seen all their faces when they saw me walk into chinese class man.
classic! hahaha.
tuesday was shopping and reunion dinner.
haha. we all felt so over-dressed.
except for my brother who looked like he was selling singha beer.
roflmao. gail looked like those scandalous aunties selling beer. hahaha.
yeah. food was good. especially the buns!!
haha. aaron's voice was so funny. haha.
oh oh! we also figured that my bro looks mr thomnas from narnia with his goatee. haha.
wednesday was extraction.
haha. i made her give me alot of the numb numb thing.
then i got the day off from school.
i would have gone for training.
but i wasnt suppose to do vigorous exercise.
went down to the childcare kids.
they were adorable :D
haha. they sang happy birthday to me?? hahaha.
and they were amused with my missing tooth.
they kept eating the play dough.
i waanna eat ben & jerry's!!!!!
hahaa. random. actually cos i thought of cookie dough.
hmm. thursday we had morning run. pathetic amount of people.
everyone was asking why i didnt come.
ah ng! ah ng! was saying that self training was a blast :(
and there was the wedding rehersal.
i cut my hair like finally.
hahha.
ate at scott's beef noodle.
gary came to meet us.
yeah.
and what the hell.
you know something?
uncle paul ( gary's dad ) gave me 100 bucks to buy my shoe i was like.
right. i was in shock.
hahaha.
reached the place.
the twins were there.
yay. took some time to get hype. yeah.
love them to bits.
hahaha.
friday was basically detention and training.
detention was alright.
you know what?
i called to change my extraction from monday to tuesday so i could train?
and then boss said training changed to tuesday.
ugh. i had to call up and change again.
oh oh! thursday is OBS people outing :D!!
eric called me during physics man. i was like dude i'm in school.hahaha.
training was great.
rebounding. defending. felt great.
he said he likd to play with me in the back cos i'm always blocking out,
rebounding and like yeah talking and encouraging :D
reflection: good blocking out and rebounding. debbie too :D kim's passes was great.
i think i did great defense. but i really need to work on my offense.
so, for next training, my focus would be of course bebounding and defense.
and also driving in and shooting. yeah.
after that was bathe and home cell.
then the next day church.
played guitar.
rarr.
today's actually the day of the wedding. yeah.
the 3 of us are wearing black.
like totally. hahaha.
it wasnt on purpose i swear!! hahaha.
playing guitar again today.
i dont know what are the songs!!
hahaha
yay! i cant wait christopher will be there and i havent seen him for years!!!
whee!!! :D
and the twins will be in 3 peice suits.
oooh. exciting :D!!!
cant wait.
okay i gotta call eric now. see ya!!
The Girl Behind the Screen, 10:34 PM
training stinked 5th of january
Friday, January 06, 2006
hmm. lessons were interesting with them around.
hahaha. i was annoyed with mr tan though.
rarr!!! i was trying to fix the name tags and got super glue on mine and shermin's hands.
hahaha.
i miss camp you know that?
plus the fact that bebe is in my class,
so every time someone calls her,
i strain my eyes for bibi,
then i snap back to reality.
camp's over.
she's gone.
nothing would ever be the same again.
all i have is the memories.
memories to keep me awake at night.
every time it rains,
i think of the time we carolled in the rain.
and the song " are you sleeping ",
it always ends with bibi's name.
hahah.
i sound like i'm in love with her.
hahah.
training sucked.
my knee hurt like jelly shit and yeah.
i was damn pissed.
you dont go around shouting at everyone.
you dont.
a captain isnt to shout at people.
yes.
once in a while that is needed.
i use to think that using force was the best way.
but after i stopped,
i realised that i can reach out to the sec ones more.
they start to respect you when you respect them.
and that is where she goes wrong.
for starters,
she doesnt fufill her responsibilties.
then she comes on court,
shouting and acting like she's the boss and we have to listen to every word she says.
sorry, but i cant accept that.
he came.
played match.
and somewhere some time,
that anger directed at him turned into an overwhelming grief and helplessness.
no matter how much i try,
how much i work,
how good i play,
how much i work my ass off,
it's never good enough for him.
never.
anna can get ready to warm the bench cos anna isnt good enough.
any pass not collected is my fault.
i passed too hard,
i passed too high or too low.
it's me with the problem and i've come to accept that.
i've come to accept that i'll never live up to his standards,
that everything i do will never be right.
it's my last year,
my last shot.
and i wont even get the chance.
i wont get to play my heart out.
cos anna's warming the bench this year.
cos anna aint good enough.
fuck you losers.
cos i know i've worked hard and i deserve it more than some of the people.
i dont ask to be liked.
i just ask not to be discriminated against.
i just ask to be appreciated and recognised.
so screw the unfairness.
screw YOU.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:12 PM
back to school
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
hey there. havent had time to blog but yeah.
hmm. there was that farewell for the lims on sunday.
it was really fun.
haha. the batman guy.
i like that guy. hahaha. he's super funny. and cool.
he's jewish.
and he looks like steven cigal.
hahaha.
the funny thing is that he also looks like michael keaton.
so this lady at the airport insisted that he was batman.
and she kicked up a fuss saying "WHAT! you're refusing to give me an autograph?"
hahaha. dude it was so funny.
roflmao!!~
hahaha. and yeah.
and he was the only who guessed the order of our family.
haha. yeah. they were all cool people.
and uncle augustine cooked his famous mee siam!! :D
haha. oh wells.
oh yeah. we also painted our room all through the night on new year.
until 7 plus.
yeah.
it's so nice.
it's stripes!! hahaha.
me and gail's idea and implemention!!
i cant really remember the other stuff we did.
so yeah.
school's okay.
except that yeah. ms seah's our form again.
hmm. mr yeo's our chem teacher.
rarr.
have been playing ball.
and people have been jabbing my chest.
bel too.
it hurt from yesterday morning till now.
oh no!! maybe i have breast cancer!! hahaha!
hmm. training was like annoying.
okay. wait jo was annoying. and her ugly boxers.
i gotta go now. so yeah. hahaha. bye!!
The Girl Behind the Screen, 9:46 PM
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ANNA CHEN JIEMIN
17 JULY 1990
SAINT THERESA'S CONVENT
GUITARIST AND CHILD OF YAHWEH
SINGAPORE
BASKETBALLER
PATRIOT.NOT
WHITE
The One who gave His life for me
My family
My friends
Big brothers and Little sister :D PJLA
Basketball and basketballers
Writing songs, poems
Music
Coffee (Starbucks over Coffee bean anytime :D)
Ben & Jerry's
Carl's Junior
Sushi
Travelling round the world
Photography
Backpacking
Kids
Grey's Anatomy!! :D
Friends Season 1-10!
Reading!!
Happy endings
Hotties and NICE EYES! :D
OBS!
BLACK
Goodbyes
Satan
Broken promises
Back stabbers
Air pollutants
Abusive parents
Abortions
GOLD
Psalm 27
1 The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life, of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and they fell.
3 Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise up against me, in this will I be confident.
4 One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to enquire in His temple.
5 For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavillion: in the secret of His tabernacle shall He hide me; He shall set me upon a rock.
6 And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in His taberncale sacrifices of joy: I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the Lord.
7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me and answer me.
8 When Thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto Thee, Thy face, Lord, will I seek.
9 Hide not Thy face far from me; put not Thy servant away in anger: Thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
10 When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.
11 Teach me Thy way, O Lord, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
12 Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
13 I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
14 Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen thine heart: wait I say, on the Lord.
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