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cheers mates
Friday, September 30, 2005

heya. dragged myself to school today cos we were gonna ball today. but i forgot to bring my shoes and pe shirt? haha. retarded. went to church and jo helped me bring a pe t-shirt. size 40. my gosh she wears size 44. like how HUGE is that? very. hahha. stupid sharon. said she was wearing fbts and in the end didnt. so i was like the only basketballer wearing fbts. which in the end had a plus point. i didnt add on to my horrible shorts tan. yes. there's such a thing. the mas was okay. we were so embarrased. and that's all chess's fault. hrrmph. at first we sat with ruth and all. then she said she didnt want cos when they went out we would be the only ones sitting there. so we were moved to the back by edgar. i asked if we could sit in front and he was like yea. next year. neh neh. then ms goh moved us in front. we were quite comfortable there actually. until chess saw lim seng and all sitting over at ruth's. then she insited we moved. elmo wanted to sit with thess. so we walked her there. but by then the pew was full. so three of us ended up squeezing over at the small place at ruth's :S then she told us her graduating classmates had to sit there later? then we were like about to get up when they all started singing? and we were like shit. so when they finnaly got the guts to get up, some neh neh sec ones stood up to sit at our place? so basically we had nowhere to go. ms quek came and insisted we follow her. she went around asking if there was place. everyone was like staring? we ended up sitting on the floor. fast forward. we played ball. man it was great. with kwan and all. we thrashed them. it felt like 03 again alright? totally great. did nice lay ups, a hook, nice intercepts, and one or two saves. nice rebounds too :D the best was "back to the sender" blocks. whee! took pictures and all. it was so great. love ya mates.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 6:34 PM

maybe i just need you | this life aint worth it
Thursday, September 29, 2005

heya. let me catch up on the week. so far, the school just sucked. english exam was alright, but i really couldnt actually be bothered to finish the paper, but i dragged myself through it. it wasnt a breeze, but it wasnt tough, just took more time to adgusting to. tuesday bah. bio was like abit useless for once, made us do the paper, shermin skipped school. wednesday, was so bummed out and tired. slept through english and SS. bitch. went to harbour front with val and elmo. ate at the foodcourt and then went to strabucks. was buummed cos i had a headache. couldnt really study and the freaking ' vigo, health is life ' shit music was so annoying. read my book. the guy was damn funny. they gave us 20% discount off the drirnks. thursday, PE was alright. had a tour of the gym. andrea's nuts. she thinks she's fat. pfft. english. boring. did nothing at all. hahahaha. finally wrote tong's letter. aha. SS. whoo! i banged her!!!! she was being her usual bitchy biased self. we were sitting at the back, ( which is where we normally sit ) then she kept saying, " i want the last row evacuated. there are two more seats in front. " so we moved in front and andrea moved her table too to sit next to me, cos she was the only one in the back row. so she was like " if i wanted it there i would have moved it. " and i was like " you were the one who kept asking for all of us at the back to move front " and i dont know why she kept asking me " what's 3-2? " at first i ignored her, then i couldnt stand it, so i just raised my voice in a very irritated voice and said " 1! " then i turned to chermin and said " contradicting. " she actually said i had no conscience and should have courage to say what i said out loud. she said i lacked courage?! gosh. so i just told her. then she kept saying she didnt ask the last row to be empty. then she said i was entitled to my own biased opinion. i was like so are you entitled to your own ( emphasised ) biased opinion. she was like oh, i forgot your own 15 year old, how many years of education biased opinion. she was so implying i had no place to say anything cos i was so young? right. what a fat, old loser. so i said, " so you think you're very mature? " and the whole class started laughing at her. haha. bang! and she said no, " i didnt say that. " i was like " you implied it. inference remember? " she was like " i can go on arguing with you for the whole period " " go ahead " after minutes of silence, she started lesson. haha. whooo! eat that. dont ever try me, and dare me like that. i won so many arguements with teachers. you're not the first. but you' the first that really deserved it. then meveen came in super late. i shouted " hey! maybe you can sit in the back row! " and the whole class sniggered and laughed. during the lesson she was so quite. serves her right for being so sacarstic and critical of everyone. tatse of your own medicine. recess. tong told me some sad news. cheer up yea? i'll be there for you. this 5 words i swear to you, and when you breathe, i wanna be the air for you. i'll be there for you :D physics. mr tan was trying to be funny again. failed attempt of humor again. he confiscated my phone for like a short while. then he tried reading my messages. hahah. he said had no pin code. so he off-ed it and tried to on it again. and he was like " DANG! " hahhaha. he kept asking me who i was messaging. so i said, if i tell you, you give it back. i told him, shermin chong and my other friend. so he put it on the table, the moment i tried to take it, he grabbed it. so i tried to snatch from him, and accidentally touched his hand. he screamed " eeeh! you touch my hand! " so immediately, both of us ran to the sink to wash our hands. hahaha. damn funny. and i was like anyone got sanitiser?? then he was like anyone got sanitiser??? i was like shut up asshole stop trying to copy me. then he shouted " SHE TOUCHED MY HAND! " neh-neh. in the end he gave it back. hahha. CME.bah. went harbour again with maria and val. val's idea. boring. hahaha. atee at pasta mania, went starbucks. the people there were damn funny. haha. wawan especially. kept touching his hair and eyebrows. hahhahaha. then maria kept asking if it was fake. hahahaha. we ordered a tall frap, and they gave us a 20% discount and they upsised to the largest for free? which was actually 7? but we paid only like 2 bucks? cool. aha. so he was squeezing the syrup on it. then he laughed too hard and squeezed too much. it was overflowing can? hahahha. he tried to block our view. i was like " i so saw that?! " damn funny.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 6:37 PM

my tragic life without you
Sunday, September 25, 2005

heya. right now, my blog's kinda down-syndromed so you guys wont be reading this till it's fixed. friday was like any typical day, me hanging around, playing ball. and i went to eat with chess and jo after school. we had a hard time persuading chess not to eat steamboat cos i was soo filling, and in the end, we sat down at macs with a burger and fries each, and a drink to share. how fat cautious. except for the fact of course that we were sitting at macs. went down to like church after that. blah blah. had mass homegroup. and gary had fun with his best friend Godwin and his gay partners jarren and jehian namely :D stayed over. we woke up to delicious cereal of honey bunch of oats, ( one of the nicest cereals :D ) and hot steaming coffee. hahaha. went down to cut palm leaves and yada yada. got bit by this huge bug, which was brightly coloured black and red (no not a lady bird), which jacq said was poisonous. and so i went squeezing the bite even tho it hurt so bad till blood came oozing out. cos i swear my ears were fuzzy and i had a headache. UNTIL i remembered that i had been having on and off headaches since days ago due to lack of sleep. so yes. the 'ng's came and the babies were like ultra cute as usual. and they learnt this new thing. when you ask "who's handsome? who's handsome?" they will spontaneosly throw their hands in the air and shout "ME!" hahaha. and so i asked lebby "who's ugly? who's ugly?" and then he looked at godwin, then at jehian, then happily pointed back at godwin!! hahaha. hilarious. elaine officially joined the aunty club. and all of them stayed back, and i babysitted the twins. they were soo amused with the mirrors. and yea. joshy put his whole face in the cup to get out some more orange juice and when he came out there was like a circle mark on his face. so funny. went back watched tv till like 2 in the morning or so. woke up late, so they already left the house leaving me and gail all alone. we tidied up the house and then left the house again. missed you, missed you and missed you again. cos you made me so complete, just being with you and hearing your voice. and now that you're gone it's like as if nothing seems to matter anymore. and i'll be waiting for you. hanging on to every word, or dream and memory i have of you. but now it seems like maybe you'll never be back, maybe you'll find someone else and move on with your life. yeah. i know i can live without you, but hell, i know i dont want to. it took me so long, just to see, that mabye we werent meant to be. it took me some time, to get things right, but yeah by then you were out of my sight. and i, i dont know how to face this life alone, to live a life empty without you, the world once so beauitiful's hauntingly empty, and now all i see in the world's you.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 7:31 PM


Thursday, September 22, 2005

school. pe was like bah. floorball. for the test i like just sat in front of the goal. so no one could score. in the end she made me stand up and gave me a 3 for everything. neh nehs. english. she was late by one period? saying she FORGOT. i told bebe and all not to go look for her but they did. so we had to endure one period of composition corrections. AGAIN! :( but it was quite a sight we were outside the class. we looked like there was some tsunami and all of us were displaced and had no homes. hahaha. SS. there was that stupid test. urgh. i like slept through it practically. hahaha. recess. bah. physics was super hilarious. haha. mr tan was being childish again. 'picking on me' hahaa. when he clicked on the wrong thing he was like eh!! anna what did you press?! i was like oh! i didnt know you changed your name. such a lovely name, hahaha. bang!!!CME. BAH!! again. after school had chinese orals. it was alright. when me and foo lau si went in to the counselling room, mr tan saw us. and he was like: "or hor! get into trouble again" i was like i'm having orals retard. then he told foo lau si to fail me. hahaha. IMMATURE. went to lin's house study. yada yada. tong owes us two drinks each. borrowed lots of smallville books. hahaha. yay. went to take bus. and guess who i met? taufix! hahahaha. he was wearing huge sunglasses and tidying his hair. right. i know it was him, cos he modelled with el and asked for her number. oh well. till next time.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 7:25 PM


Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Courage To many, heroes are extraordinary people who do extraordinary deeds; but now as I write this, I discover that a hero is an ordinary person who does extraordinary deeds. Why is it some one can dash into a fire to save someone who he or she loves, or even a complete stranger? Why is that one can throw himself right smack in the face of death save someone totally foreign to him? What compels him to lay down his life to save another? Many of these people when faced with such situations forget themselves and put others before themselves. Where do they find it within them? Asking myself this question time and time again, and found three simple answers. Love. Selflessness. Courage. Just what is courage? The dictionary defines courage as “the ability to control fear to deal with danger, pain, uncertainty etc...”. That means that an act of courage is something that a person does despite his or her fear. A single and unsure mother raising her kids alone is an act of courage. Courage can be a disabled man stepping out of his comfort zone to attempt to climb the highest mountain. Little day to day acts in lives around us take courage. The courage to stand up to wrong company, to do what is right. The courage to be different. Everyone of us are heroes in our own ways, each of us have the ability within ourselves to save lives. But what separates the one who runs into a burning building to save another from an indifferent onlooker? Both of them fear death. Both being human have their weakness and strengths. But the characteristic that separates the both of them is that the hero of the day controls this fear, not letting it stop him from doing what's right. He searches himself for inner strength that is greater than that fear. He stares danger straight in the eye and says, “ That's not going to stop me. ” It doesn't take super powers to save someone, to be a hero. It doesn't take extraordinary strength to risk your life, or scale the most treacherous mountain. All it takes is for one to look inside oneself and even thought he or she is afraid, he or she is unsure, that same person finds inner strength to fight that fear. Cos that’s what courage is. Not fighting a fire, nor a villain, not a battle amongst mankind. Courage is fighting your weakness. Fighting yourself. Your fear. Copyright. Anna Chen

The Girl Behind the Screen, 5:54 PM

i made the cutie cry that day. i pretended to cry when he hit me and lebby started crying too :S hahaa. school was a bore today. as always eh? pract was like screwed. i left the whole graph for my physics blank and i didnt know how to fill it up. but andrea asked mrs lim and she told her?! NEH NEH. hahah. benny's test tube EXPLODED. and mr tan kept laughing at her. hahaha. so i told him she cried and said he was insensitive and haha! he believed me!!! now he feels damn bad. and yay!! i get my revenge for the last time :D i win! never offend me:D people whose names start with "M" are hot. Michael Rosenbaum, Marty, Michael Vartan, Matt, Micahel Jordan?! hahaha. past few days were full of church and babies. i miss you so much it hurts. withdrawal symptoms from you. i dont know why i still wait each day. i dont know why the pain's still there when i dont see you next to me in the morning. cos it's like all i want is you. and the world cant satisfy me. i cant stop thinking of us, and the pain kills. i just dont know how to say it anymore.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 5:15 PM


Tuesday, September 20, 2005

hah. luke munns has a band called lukas. like right. and he jumped into the sea with his guitar! gosh. that's cool. hahaha. stupid sarah's getting a gibson AND a taylor. i want!! haha. watched this guit workshop by nigel and raymond badham. AWESOME sums it up. he bought his talyor from the man himself, and his fender looks so good. it makes you so wanna get alot of sound boards and all the cool stuff. heh. maybe you're just jealous that the people you call friends like me more than you. bio practical was the reason i went to school today and it was alright. http://lukas.elevensenses.com/listen.html

The Girl Behind the Screen, 9:43 PM


Monday, September 19, 2005

my goodness. the lack of courage, or rather absence of it IRKS me. on top of being nosey and poking your nose into other's buisness of course. DIGUSTING BUNG WANNA-BE fedora. okay let's get this story straight. i shall be very polite to use the first letter of her name, cos stating her name would just dirty my blog. F ran into me at tiong when i was with my friends, namely debbie and kim and a few others. INSTEAD of being nice and APOLOGISING, which in that case i would have forgiven and forgotten and not hold a grudge, she told me to FUCK OFF. yes. an ignorant, stuck up, bung WANNA-BE cannot make it, SEC 1 POSER told me to fuck off. of course i would get frigging pissed off wouldnt i? well. and then this PASSERBY, who has no BACKBONE, no NAME, no IDENTITY, no COURAGE, no GUTS which are all very essential to a human by the way, comes and sticks her nose into my buisness, and says i deserved to be called a bitch by lynn (happy now lin?), ( she called me a bitch cos i told ms mak she was skipping training under the pretense of DNT ), and i find it all very annoying. if i find out who she is i will burn her like we burnt ants using the magnifying glass. hah. and no lynn says she regrets calling me a bitch, and the stupid passerby still says good job lynn! seriously. leave A NAME. and please, PASSERBY shows lack of oringinality too. hmm. today school was uneventful. everything was alright. but after school. the fun begins. went to meet elmo, had lots of gossips, fun, and walking around. then balled for awhile. ate roti john. everyone was stealing from me :( hahaa. and then i dropped this peice and wan ling dropped it. so i put it back on the plate while she wasnt looking. so she looked at me and said " you dont like egg arh?! " haha. then before i could say anything she put it in her mouth. HILARIOUS. we laughed sooo hard. and then she tried to eat the other peice i dropped and picked up!! :S we couldnt get over it. lin came up with this idea and we fried an egg on the hardcourt. at first it wasnt working. then i called mr tan to bring us four magnifying glasses, which he kindly left his class having an exam to bring up for me. haha. he was very supportive, taught us how to position, etc, etc. then it started to work and you could see it turning white :D!!alot of time passed, we got bored, and i started burning ants. ( inspiration from the movie ANTS ) it was so fun. ( sadistic yes i know. ) you could really see it slowly turn from red to black, and then it will literally burn and give out smoke. then we burned grass. hahaha. and the egg cooked. heh. atheena, so much for us being bimbos and mr tan being a himbo. so much for not believing in us. ms goh was FASCINATED. hahaha. and olivia too. she took pictures and all. well, it's not everyday you see four idiots trying cook an egg on the hardcourt is it? well but it was fun :D heh. an acheivement. mp's really not as commited as he used to be. i mean even if it was one or two people, in the past there would still be individual skills training. now, as long as there's like less than ten, it's cancelled. it's sad. everythings changing :(

The Girl Behind the Screen, 6:10 PM


Friday, September 16, 2005

okay. like weird people are adding me on friendster. like weird. but o wells. hmm. no zainal! you are NOT NOT NOT HOTTER THAN MICAHEL ROSENBAUM. puh lease. haha. that was disgusting. hahaha. and he believed when i said he was my boy friend. haha. dumbass. scool today was fun. hahaha. especially physics and bio :D mr tan kept banging himself. hahaa. and laughing at his lame jokes. like get a grip on yourself dude!! hmm. slept through english. was totally boring. maths, it was like okay, but i have no clue what she's saying so i'm gonna run to ms sim for help before exams :D haha. recess. okay i tell you something. i bought a mini pack of 12 mars. and within one day it was gone. i'm very sad. i shall never bring to school again. mars no. went to..
  1. my stomach
  2. yanna
  3. shermin chong
  4. chermin lam
  5. chess
  6. simone
  7. felissa
  8. jo
  9. alicia
  10. my stomach
  11. kim
  12. maria
heh. so i'm very sad. but it's maria's birthday tommorow. so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIA!! bio was fun and interactive learning as usual :D she can really teach. assembly was like a waste of time to gossip and everything. and the BRAND NEW ITEM: SAUSAGE ON STICKS. so much for brand new. how creative. and worse, they were cold and yuck. but the sandwich and soup was nice :D went for 'self study' the lin of sec one is DARING. not to mention DUMB too. she wrote a letter calling me a bitch. haha. and she gave the letter to judy. DUMB or DUMB. hah! and got scolded. then she said i also scold that fedora fuck off. aaand it's like what's the link dude? hahaha. and check this out. they got into trouble for hey! stealing sweets. like how loser is that?! hahaha. i hate the sec ones. ugh. disgusting. and after training for like what. 9 months, they cant even do proper lay ups and passing. training was great as usual :D played match and all. but the team dividing sucked. o wells. i'm very full fromn all the water i drank. okay. tata for now.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 7:12 PM


Thursday, September 15, 2005

hey there. i hate the new outlook of friendster. it's so confusing. what was i saying? yea. i hate my hair cut. haha. stupid corissa insulted me by saying i look like boss :( and gwen bloddy said i look like jo. heh. but chess thinks i so do not. she says i look better :) heh ( dont i always ? ) :D she says she's considering cutting my this hairstyle too cos she thinks it's cute. right. i dont think so. i want my mop hair back. mops look hot to me now :( sigh. let me see. yesterday. school was like boring. except for bio which i love very much. haha. mrs leong was so funny and cute. her teaching is really deep. rarr. doing some bloody stupid composition for english. and again, SS was a waste of time and she was being an annoying ass. maths was like bah. she just i dont know, kills interest. and i dont understand a shit bout this topic. lit was quite fun. " You dont know i am. i'm a bloody rock god! " haha. yea. ms koh reminds me of charlie from lost somehow, and that phrase is so fun to say with the accent. heh. joanne's copying it now :( hahaha. training. it was all right. i love playing ball, it just makes everything voom! and fall back into place. i didnt like the team i was on. okay not really but i really prefer playing with my mates. the last time we played my team won like 6-1? i love the chemistry we have on court :D hmm. went down to church after that, bathed, and ate dinner real fast. and then went for meeting. hahha. godwin played the guitar. screwed man. he was strumming at the fret board, and played the worng chords and all. "i was like godwin's playing with you?" and she was like: "i cant possibly say no right?" hahaha. dude. so funny. fasted. was like really hungry in the middle of the day. the babies came and they were ubber cute. haha. lebby was so adorable. cos i was playing the guitar, and he saw me. and elaine said he was looking for me, and he wanted to go up to me. haha. but elaine told him to wait so he did his " wait, wait " hand thingy. then he sat there waiting for me to come down. hahahaha. and then he like climbed onto my lap and then kissed me on the cheek AWW!! i love them!! their so adorable. hmm. looking forward to training tommorrow :D

The Girl Behind the Screen, 9:06 PM


Tuesday, September 13, 2005

i hate my new hair cut!!!!! i look like a beng :( and the top is like standing. and the hair cut i chose for gwen is so nice and she can carry off. thank me gwen. thank me. i just realised exams are 3 weeks away. i hate exams. they really suck. not so much of studying but having to sit there for 1 hour plus stoning. nehs. i need relieve. i feel like a freaking loner loser. which can be fun at times but oh shit. now i feel irritated with my hair cos it's in my FACE. argh!! i rather have my mop back. training tommorrow. i just so feel like balling. it makes me happy. it makes me feel good. all the teachers have been really irritating lately. even like the teachers we've been close to and had fun with. all of a sudden, theyre like so moody. grr. school was alright. sucky. but alright. i miss having real friends. i want smallville relive.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 7:59 PM


Monday, September 12, 2005

i'm very irritated cos i've posted three times already but my computer keeps screwing up. so this is a shorter version. i had a nice chat with manda. i got lin hooked on transcripts. i am irritated cos i've read a brilliant book with a bullshit, non- happy ending. i confess i'm an emotianally unstable sappy kid wanting everyone to be happy, wanting to love and be loved. michael rosenbaum confesses to a crush on kristen. they would make a hot couple. like duh! hot guy :D training was great and so was she. this is an ultra diluted version of my post which actually was very nice but thanks to my screwed computer, you guys get the shitty, watered down version. ahh! screw screwed computers!! i like this cos it makes me smile :D cheesy yeah? and kristen? that's for amanda to drool on

The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:59 PM


Sunday, September 11, 2005

hmm.. i cant really recall what has been going on the past few days. all i know is that we'll have to drag ourselves back to schoool tommorow and that just SUCKS. plus the fact that we're back to the homeroom system oh bother. hmm.. church yesterday was fine. elaine and the babies didnt come cos they were still sick. worship was weird as usual with him in the lead. it was like sooo draggy. no punch at all. well, things were the best they could be, considering the fact you werent there, things could have been worse, more depressing. we were meant to live for so much more. have had weird day dreams, memories and dreams i know cant come true , is all that i'm left hanging on to. no one knows this feeling inside, the need to be loved, the need for my wounds to heal, but healing isnt enough. cos when your heart's been through something like that, the scars dont just disappear. rarr. have been reading through transcipts, i love 'onyx', 'truth', 'shattered', 'memoria', 'run', 'bound' and like so many.. "hello me, meet the real you." and "i just want him to love me." "clark, dont give up on me yet." and "things might have been so different... yea. you actually might have loved me." ahhh!!! so sad!!!! i dont like!!! amanda better bring the discs tommorrow :D hahaa. i'm into comics now. whooo! flash is super cool. i like. hahaha. ken think's i'm going to stalk him. *shudders haha. he just ran 21 km cos he's losing to andrea in muscles. hahaha. dude!! that's so funny. hahaha. and he's so holy now. it's freaky. i hope the twins are feeling better. i say this would be another uneventful day. was supposed to go bowling with ken they all. dont know what happened. haha. ken is freaking me out. for once he's being mature and telling me bout how education's important. haha. he's stalking us now, trying to find out what we'll be doing. and he might be skipping work tommorrow cos he's too tired after 21 k. haha. act tough. he eats too much already and excercises less than before. hahaha. zainal is trying to irritate me. and sadly it's working. ah! he's gonna be waking up when we're having reccess. that sucks. and he's school only for two hours. ahhhh!!!!! somebody save me!!

The Girl Behind the Screen, 12:27 PM


Thursday, September 08, 2005

heya. had church on tuesday, celebrating the feasts. werent as much people as on monday, and elaine cheated my feelings. she said she was coming :( uncle boon leong was funny and uncle albert's 'holy' pronounced as 'hauli' hahaha. had dinner with the tans, aunty theresa and the khoos. haha. and guess who we met? kavaish and manish. man. kavaish's voice totally broke. haha. the high pitched "CANDY CHEW CAN I EAT YOU???" hahaha. well, it's not him anymore. and the columbarian thingy in the church. hah. that was funny dude. amanda!! i want the 3 seasons of smallville please?? i dont want smallville to end. haha. i hope they continue with superman. but that would be like smallville just with lois and *SOB lex as the villian. SIGH. we had a debate today over who's hotter, tom welling or michael rosenbaum. definately michael. me and steph were for michael while gail and joyce were for tom. grr. they said his baldness is un-hot and makes him look like a lukemia kid who's so weak and a wimp. well, tom's face is so squarish. lala. nevermind. we all know who's hotter. haha. okay. i'm sounding bimbo. let's vote?!! haha. who's hotter?! lex or clark?
hahaha. okay. right. when we reached back there was this big and very FAT lizard on our dining table. AGAIN!! sigh. i think being a lizard in house is like leading a good life. we have sooo much food. hahaha. and plus the fact that my mom can cook. except that when you are spotted, you have 8 people after you. MUAHAHA!! we just realised that aunty molly works for one of the biggest advertising companies in the WORLD. which is like WAY cool. hmmm. what else. oh. i finally learnt how to play hearts. and dude! there is no relation to the name at all. haha. it's a nice game for those who like bridge. o wells. heh. went for training yesterday. haha. it was really fun. learnt new stuff and played matches. we won them 7-2. me, tong, jo, judy and bel VS kim, lin, amanda, li wei and alex. yea. it was great. put in a really beautiful lay up :D! hmm. aha. and kim kept saying i had no balls and blah blah, and she said like a few times show me!? haha. so i lifted up my shirt haha. after that she shut up. she said i least i wasnt fat and had two packs. ahaha. o wells. after that we went to queensway, bought shorts, and then had lunch at ikea with dad, jo and kim. we went down to aunty theresa's house to bake and the babies were there!!! the cookies were great. reached home around 1? i dont know. haha. tata for now. and vote for mike! help me beat gail!! haha.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 1:32 PM


Tuesday, September 06, 2005

hey.
there was like nothing much going on yesterday.
just going through some funny shit bout michael rosenbaum and
things lex luthor would never say
that really cracked me up.
his fans have the best sense of humour and all hinting that he's gay/ bisexual.
haha.
and emphasising his baldness :D
Lex: Hey Clark, you wanna go bowling?
Clark: ahhhhhh....
Lex: I know, it sounds childish, but there's just something about all those shiny bowling balls that makes me feel at home.
Lex: Clark!
Clark: Yes Lex?
Lex: Although I have lost seven weeks of my life, time in Belle Reve did some good for me!
Clark: And that would be...?
Lex: I'm just too sexy. Marry me. NOW.
Clark: .....Lex... I'm not like that.
Lex: You and your stupid Lana Obsession! DADDDDDYYYYY! *runs away*
Lex: "Hey Clark, is my hair on straight"?
Lex: Screw being evil. I'm going to open a muffin shop!
Lex: Rub my head Clark.
Clark: ........
Lex: DO IT....DO IT.
Lionel: You've been noticeably absent from the society pages Lex. I haven't seen a brunette photographed on your arm for the past six months - other then Clark Kent -
Lex: Dad, maybe it's time I told you something....
Lionel: You're not gay are you?
Lex: No sir!
Lionel: Phew!
Lex: I'm bisexual - that's different
Lex: I feel pretty, oh so pretty... I feel pretty and witty and GAAAAAAAAAAY!
Lex (singing): I'm too sexy for my hair, too sexy for my hair, so sexy it's not faaaaaiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! (pets his own bald head) Damn it!!
Lionel: *slaps Lex accross the head*
Lex: "Damn it dad don't touch the hair I just washed it"
Lex: But Dad, Friday's Hawaiian shirt day!
Lionel: Very well, but will you please take that damn grass skirt off!!
Lex: *with Dr. Evil voice* Today... I start my new life as an evil gen-i-us! BWAHAHAHHHA! First on the agenda: tie Clark's shoes together and see how long it takes him to figure it out.
haha. and since he has such a great smile,
haha. some of them said that they should get a FOW that was hit by kryptonite whilst watching the circus, and thus has the power to make everyone around the crack-up.
haha. dude. all that like gave me the aches at my stomach.
but i dont know if you guys will find it funny.
strictly lex and michael fans will haha.
AMY and LIN.
this is for you.
hahaha.
oh gosh.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 11:53 AM


Monday, September 05, 2005

heya. i watched smallville.
and my plea again is that RARR!!
i dont want lex to turn bad.
:( 0.o he's a hottie. haha.
sat my ass down to play the guitar.
and i composed a song.
went for training.
if it's even fit to be called that.
cos there was only me, kim and debbie.
cos our dearest joanne called in sick.
so we had no basketball and was playing with a soccer ball.
bah.
played and played,
then amanda came.
sat around for a while,
got on the bus 195.
and on impulse we got off at safra and went bowling.
hahaha.
went to play with jo's dog,
and then ate.
tong called me singing to me.
*horror.
hahaha.
nah.
it was okay.
hahaha.
talking to him is proving to be VERY rewarding.
apparently he has juicy gossips.
hahah!!!
oh my.
you two are in for some teasing.
hahaa. kidding.
apparently,
blah and blah have set the staff room abuzz.
haha.
even mrs g is talking with mr l.
funny shit.
i shall talk to him more often :D
haha. but now i'm suffering from the bad side of talking to him.
he's telling me disgusting things bout asses,
his current having a big one,
having abrasions :(
i'm devastated.
havent found a title that fits yet.
but it goes something like this:
The tragdedy in my life is:
"Hello and goodbye."
Wasted afternoons,
And sleepless nights.
You meet someone,
You fall and love,
And then have to say goodbye.
You watch as he walks away
Leaving you in a mess.
Memories and dreams
You know cant come true,
Is all you're left with to pull you through,
But dreams wont ever be enough.
And no matter how much i try,
No matter how many nights i cry.
It wont bring you back to me,
Cant erase my memories,
And you, Only you,
Only you can satisfy.

Copyright. Words and music by Anna Chen

The Girl Behind the Screen, 12:41 PM


Sunday, September 04, 2005

hey. yesterday was like a routine i went through. not really but yea. i talked to zainal, bout the usual stuff blah. haha. and hy and her disastrous cookies :D went for practice, played the guitar, had church and the babies dint come cos they were sick. and jacq's shirt and jacket which looked like one you buy from the night market which cost like 50 and 100 bucks respectively. now that's nuts. it was a very uneventful day, and yea. it was so empty. the church was like so not filled. went down to grandma's. haha. aaron WASNT there stephenie. read the news bout new oreleans. blah. dallas would be hosting like 25000 people. dad said daniel must have been watching the news in shock. and then i was lost in my world thinking of you. watched tv till late in the night/morning. woke up at like ten and yea. i dreamt again. DREAMS. had brunch and all and i dont know why i cant keep my mind off you.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 10:46 AM


Friday, September 02, 2005

rarr. school today was alright. another goodbye. zainal and ms wong leaving. although like way before i knew that he was leaving it was kinda different. he's been a friend :D and there's been so many goodbyes it really stinks. my language is very censored today cos jeremy's sitting here. hi jeremy!!! wanna say something?! 'my pet dog is wet.' okay that's what he had to say. hahaha. randomness. okay. the room is filled with people now and that's irritating when you're blogging. neh neh. school today was fine. i read the book. gosh. the billionaire!!i wanna be RICH i tell you. o wells. *dreamy look. hahaha. mr tan. *shakes head. he says the movie was GOOD. haha. i wonder why. and his L shirt. haha. THAT was funny. "it's not hugging my chest!?" "ARE YOU LIKE GAY?!" haha. he pretended to be angry again. so i covered my face with my towel and told kim how i bet the next moment he would laugh. "you should know when to be serious blah blah... but now's not the time." haha. i was like i told you so!! hahaha. we were saying his butt was too big for his shorts hahah. ms mak agreed and then she told him! neh neh! and he asked me if i was checking him out?!!! *horrified look. had mass training with the rest of the sports group. was boring. so easy. haha. no offense. but i mean people were saying it's tough and all and i was like er. okay. and then we went and were like right. we were called morons for sprinting. i mean isnt that what you do in shuttle run?! o wells. did lay ups. took so long. stupid sec ones were really attitude showing today. got pissed. was so tempted to send them down on their knees like the last time. especially carmen. i miss the old times really. i would do a billion physical trainings ( the old ones ) just to have the team back. adios

The Girl Behind the Screen, 10:07 PM


Thursday, September 01, 2005

heya. what's there to say. mr tan!! i'll get you for that! gave me a shock you chicken backside. haha. you just wait. enjoy you know what :D haha. went out with the twins to marina. it's like so different. the twins were adorable. dancing to the music :D and i saw clarissa and stanely tan!!! he is NOT hot! gee. and saw domenique too. haha. walked around, saw this hot vintage ringer drummer tee. ate dinner there. carl's junior. the burger is huge shit man. still bloated. basically spent my whole day out with them. nothing else to say. and hey. these are some pictures.
drowning my sorrows
looks nice? you bet. it tastes nice too :D
for ms mak :D
me and ms mak. we kinda look alike :D
me and ms mak. check out the shirt :D

me and gwen

yukika crying over guess who? :D

crying over? someone who isnt worth it.

everyone wants a peice of everyone?

a picture of everyone which you can see no one

subway eat fresh!

okay. i admit this was a very act cool looking picture. hah.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 7:41 PM

  

ANNA CHEN JIEMIN
17 JULY 1990
SAINT THERESA'S CONVENT
GUITARIST AND CHILD OF YAHWEH
SINGAPORE
BASKETBALLER
PATRIOT.NOT

WHITE
The One who gave His life for me
My family
My friends
Big brothers and Little sister :D PJLA
Basketball and basketballers
Writing songs, poems
Music
Coffee (Starbucks over Coffee bean anytime :D)
Ben & Jerry's
Carl's Junior
Sushi
Travelling round the world
Photography
Backpacking
Kids
Grey's Anatomy!! :D
Friends Season 1-10!
Reading!!
Happy endings
Hotties and NICE EYES! :D
OBS!

BLACK
Goodbyes
Satan
Broken promises
Back stabbers
Air pollutants
Abusive parents
Abortions

GOLD
Psalm 27
1 The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life, of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and they fell.
3 Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise up against me, in this will I be confident.
4 One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to enquire in His temple.
5 For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavillion: in the secret of His tabernacle shall He hide me; He shall set me upon a rock.
6 And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in His taberncale sacrifices of joy: I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the Lord.
7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me and answer me.
8 When Thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto Thee, Thy face, Lord, will I seek.
9 Hide not Thy face far from me; put not Thy servant away in anger: Thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
10 When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.
11 Teach me Thy way, O Lord, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
12 Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
13 I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
14 Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen thine heart: wait I say, on the Lord.