MY WORLD
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
hmm. i need to even out my shirt tan.
and gemma says we'll go hang at sentososa one day.
but not sure when.
oh. all are invited.
wanna come, let me know.
i dont know why i'm here.
i just miss you so much.
haha. amy thought mr sng was homo.
haha. funny shit.
i feel like i let alot of people down and there are so many mistakes i made then i dont know.
like mr sng, boss and mak, R(A) man, eric and so many people.
sng was bloody nice to me and i promised things that i didnt make good.
i feel like a loner peice of shit.
and i lost myself the day you walked away.
nothing seems to matter cos the only one you need,
isnt here.
there is so man things inside of me i just cant find the words to express.
i feel like what's her name from joy luck club,
the moon lady.
like i hoped for something that was impossible and then i fell from such a great height.
my results have improved but i know i can do better.
but i dont dare to promise myself to change cos i dont know if i can.
i need you to be here with me.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:21 PM
hah. it's not a miraculous cure.
it's something i bet you've never heard of.
PERSEVRANCE. ENDURANCE. COMMITMENT.
get a life.
you're digging a grave for yourself.
let's start from yesterday.
hmm.
school.
i cant remember what happened during school honestly.
just that i passed all my papers.
and that i went to re-sew my belt.
after school,
we went to buy teacher's day presents.
bought the nike reversible for boss and ms mak.
haha.
and totally when broke from buying daime and all from ikea.
went over to jo's house and made the teachers' cards.
went home.
read. went on the computer. blah blah.
wednesday.
jo didnt make boss's and mrs kong card?
so we were like totally rushed?
haha. everyone says the cards are really nice.
even mr seow :)
haha. mr sng was funny.
we wished him happy teacher's day and he wished us back happy teacher's day.
haha. lol.
and the first thing he asked was : "is it edible? very good."
hahaha. and ms sim is sad that it's a conspiracy to make her fat.
when we gave boss the present,
he was very glad to hear it was basketball shorts.
apparently he was looking for one.
then he was like wait. can i fit?
we were like XL.
very good.
just nice.
ms mak was sad again because of the woman.
she keep crying.
waha.
haha. mr tan's reaction when he read th card was HILARIOUS.
the celebration was shitty.
met hy,
went ikea,
catched up alot.
was supposed to meet chess,
but was too lazyy.
it's such a hot day.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 1:07 PM
Monday, August 29, 2005
heya.
school.
maths was alright.
and so was lit.
chinese.
it was a fun class cos we were studying helen keller.
i prtended to be blind, deaf and mute.
and now i'm very thankful for all my senses.
a world of darkness,
with no light.
dull and black,
no difference between day or night.
a world of silence,
unable to hear.
no songs of nature,
but silent fear.
okay. impromptu.
but it is so scary not being able to see.
you dont know what is in front of you,
or if someone's coming to kill you.
you cant see the face of the one you love,
and a beautiful day you cannot see.
i am grateful.
the rest of the day was fine.
training.
it is really disappointing.
seeing the lack of commitment,
lack of determination.
there really is alot we can do if we are determined,
so much hopes is placed on us.
but there's no more commtiment,
passion in the team,
passion in the game that we play.
no more perseverance during physical to help make yourself a better player.
ms mak was very upset and frustrated,
and it kinda passed on to me.
maybe it's pms,
but really the team's so broken.
she had so much work to do,
she wanted to cancel training,
but i told her please?
we havent trained with you for so long.
so she came.
and there was dissappointment written all over her face.
doing things for the sake of doing things,
with a very heck care and uncommitted attitude,
not doing the best.
no pushing to the limit,
slacking and walking 5 rounds due to a mysterious illness which was miraculously cured after training/scolding.
a broken toenail that was miraculously restored after the sight of a soccer ball.
lack of sec ones,
wait.
no sec ones and lack of seniors.
where is the commitment.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 7:47 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
okay. i watched troy.
it's really sad and annoying and eric bana and brad pitt were brilliant in it.
o wells. i'm traumatised by it.
it's nice show,
but i didnt want hector and achilles to die.
bloody pussy of paris and the stupid cousin.
it's such a sad show that he dies and troy falls.
i hate it, i dont want hector to die and achilles too.
shit. the part when the king went to beg for the body of his son was damn sad.
we just finished baking and i'm really bored.
but yes,
gwen is taking really long to bathe.
rarr. i actually dont feel like going to the airport anymore.
booh.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 6:02 PM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
heya all.
let me see.
school yesterday was alright.
zainal watched porn and got a sore eye and wore sunglasses to school.
haha. kidding.
hmm.
got back my biology paper.
i passed.
15/30 haha.
mrs leong said she expected at least a 20 from me.
oops?
hmm. what else?
nothing much actually.
oh. my parents are officially back in town.
mixed feelings.
haha. elmo told me something i found very disturbing.
played ball with bel and sharon.
oh zainal and danny SHUT UP!
she does NOT like me.
and i WASNT giving a fashion show.
hmmph.
balling was fun.
i played softball.
batting was really fun!!! haha.
and i did well :D
went for the jap exchange farewell party.
it was fun.
but gwen dont be sad.
she's not worth it.
hahaa. tan lin how was damn funny.
didnt dare to come up.
haha.
ms mak!! dont be angry k?
dont cry :S smile more.
you're not alone,
hahaha. we all know she's annoying.
hmm.
borught back one whole tub of nasi briani rice.
however you spell it.
oh wells.
we'll be going to chess's house to bake on sunday.
then send of the jap students.
i cant wait to bake. yay! :D
gwen! send me the photos yea?
aperfectdaywithyou@gmail.com/ aperfectdaywithyou@hotmail.com
oh wells.
till later.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 11:16 AM
Thursday, August 25, 2005
heya.
okay.
i dont know why,
but i was very irritated in his class.
hahaha.
okay
i got back english.
was highest in class :D
hmm.
played the chicken backside game.
hahaha!!!
tried on ALOT of people,
jobelle,
mr tan, chong wa wa and all.
haha.
chong was damn lousy.
she and mr tan couldnt even make it past the first question.
haha.
after school went to eat steamboat with gwen, alicia, yanna and all.
they're going obs too!
it'll be fun.
went to the science center,
had lots of fun and gossiping with ms mak.
haha.
and alot of funny things happened.
chicken backside came to pick her.
offered a lift but nah.it was weird.
haha. the makiko was so funny.
so jealous and heartbroken.
hahaha.
ms mak said she's really good.
as good as her.
cant wait to ball tomorroow!!! :D
till next time!
The Girl Behind the Screen, 7:21 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
haha! right?! i make use of you?
you must simply be nuts.
okay.
let's start from monday.
i really cant remember what happened during shcool,
except for the dash dash thing.
hah. but i remember training.
it was fun.
there was physical and it was great.
after that we played match.
it was good rebounding and defense but bad offense again.
hmm. then we played monkey and volleyball with the BSL and it was fun.
then i went home and reached at around 8.30
i dont know why.
hung at home,
watched tv, vcds, listened to music,
talked alot on the phone and i cant remember what else.
hmm.
tuesday.
i cant remember what went on in school,
except that they were begging me to sit with them,
and that it rained and everyone was freezing except me cos i brought a sweater.
then after school i went with chess and gwen to ikea to eat hotdogs and collect gwen's new watch which box is really hot :D
then we met up with lin, judy and qian ru to catch charlie and the chocolate factory!!!
we had ben and jerrys
the movie was okay.
but in it,
wonka comes across as like really weird.
and i think it's like he looks too young,
the movie doesnt show what a genius he is,
and they make the oompa loompas abit freaky.
the kids are horrid.
yea it does make wonka look sadistic and physco.
which i guess is because he isnt in contact with humans.
they dont show a friendship between the oompas and him.
so all in all,
i think it was an okay movie.
but the book's better.
and unless you've read the book,
dont watch the movie.
hmm.
we took a really long route to go back,
so i reached home at like 8.30 plus.
did the same things.
wednesday.
maths was annoying.
i dont understand what he's saying.
and he kept teasing bout my 'admirer'
neh neh.
hahaha. the jap students who think mr tan is hot is hilarious.
i cant get over it.
hmm. english was irritating cos she forgot to bring my paper and the rest of the class got theirs back.
same for ss.
neh neh.
couldnt get over the copy thing.
haha. we came up for a slogan for her.
'just copy it' -zuraida.
haha.
i passed my chinese!!!
and accounts!!!
but i failed my ss.
the only one so far.
mrs kong and boss and bossness is very proud of me :D
i got higher than HER.
hah.
training.
it was fun.
we ran 3 rounds,
then played match,
won 2 lost one.
my rebouding is improving,
and defense but offense is slipping away again :(
did one two passes,
and fast break.
he taught us new stuff.
he trusted me to take charge of training :D
hmm.
lin's mom gave us a ride back.
i'm BROKE.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:05 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
heya.
busyday today.
haha. woke up went to jurong point and all to change gail's shoes.
then went for buffet with pastor.
whoa.
filling man.
after that we met fanny and janice to catch the valiant.
it was alright.
not terrific but cool.
and cute.
and the pigeons's voice was done by ewan macgregor.
haha. it was cool.
they bought this dorothy perkins handbag for only like 13 bucks.
saw this hot A&F shirt.
pastor paid for our movie.
this whole weeked we got 100 bucks.
right now i'm left with 40.
hmm.
went back,
watched gilmore girls which was really a bore.
then i suggested renting cds to watch and off we went.
rented love actually and million dollar baby.
bought bread and peel fresh guava juice.
cooked diner which was veg, with roast duck, mashed potato and steamed egg.
it was really nice.
watched love actually.
oh gosh.
it's soooo sad!!!
and the boy is really cute.
to me you're perfect and my wasted heart will love you forever..
oh and the karl guy is ubber hot with totally nice bod and abs.
hot shit man.
hahaha. oh i bloody miss you.
screw holy shit cos i think of you all day. oh damn
crazy. who ever said she cried because of what you said.
please dont flatter yourself you dont have that much influence.
if you have any at all.
lala. and whatever,
i dont even have my phone with me.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 10:22 PM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
oh ya.
maybe you should just stay out of my buisness cos we're not friends anymore.
it doesnt concern you who i hang out with.
writing me a letter that has the words 'pity me' written all over does not chnage anything when you stick your nose into my buisness and criticise my friends.
and yes.
going out was more important to me than my studies if it meant studying with you.
dont i now study with gemma?
and yes.
screw off cos i didnt want to be angry,
i didnt want to be mean.
but you started it.
you lit the fire.
you have no right wth?
" it's amazing how much noise three people can make? "
well, it is amazing how low down people can get.
were you like jealous i was hanging with her?
even if the amswer is no,
what the heck gives you the right to comment?
why?
is it cos no one hangs out with you and you cant have fun,
so you dont want others to have fun either?
grow up.
stop blaming others for what happens in your life.
people are telling me,
they are waiting for the day tong comes up to you and gives you a slap and a dressing down.
and dont worry.
that day is coming.
and it wont only be tong.
it would be me.
maybe even gemma.
and alot of people who have been putting up with you.
and oh.
one more thing,
if you consider someone's feelings,
you think about it.
she doesnt have to tell you.
GROW UP.
oh wth.
i got 12/15 for my physics!!!!
whoohoo!!!
thanks mr tan!!
and i got 24 for my math :D
school yesterday was alright.
it was the last paper and everyone was thrilled.
was hanging out with gwen cos she was crying,
and some immature imp comments on how much noise three peopl can make.
oh screw you.
that was it.
i was actually going to speak to her nicely.
oh yea.
suck up to everyone and act pitiful.
nevermind.
she actually had the guts to come sit at our table
and i simply walked away to sit with chess and all.
gwen cooked it was really nice stuff.
hmm.
nothing else happened in school that day.
after school we went over to jo's house for a while then met up with chess and went queensway.
did some fun shit and window shopping.
saw that HOT nike brown and lime green shirt,
and my dress code shirt too.
saw cool stuff and funny shit.
then we went to have hot dogs at ikea.
havent had them in a long time :D
met juli and jobelle and all.
then we went to play pool.
hahah
i won ALL the games.
the score was like 7-0
whoo hoo!!
i rock :D
we did this bloody funny video.
funny shit man.
then i went over to auntie joyce's house.
talked about ghosts and underground church,
and all the camps we had.
fun :D
we watched movies,
then stayed over.
church was alright,
but it seemed a lil empty.
the twins were super dooper adorable today.
i mean like arent they always?
but they left early.
had dinner together,
funny shit,
and a short jamming session.
i miss jamming.
it's sooo fun.
gary sent us home in his hot car :D
The Girl Behind the Screen, 9:45 PM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
heya.
i passed my math!!!
wah. zainal is being gross.
haha. but like what's new.
had so much fun with gemma the past two days man.
bitching bitching and more bitching.
about marcia and alot more.
haha.
biology today was okay.
we bought ms mak the pretty shirt.
hahaha.
hmm.
mr tan was so kind.
i forgot to hand in my bio essay.
he actually accepted it.
phew.
unlike the fat bitch z.
she confiscated my handphone.
she saw gwen using it thrice and she didnt do anything.
then she flashed my essay to all the classes saying i deserved a 0. bastard.
goodness.
i just realised over the past three days i spent 33 bucks on food!!
goodness.
that is alot of food.
coffe club, sweet recipe and billy bombers BURNS a hole in my pocket.
sob :(
plus i've seen so many nice stuff i wanna buy.
- the hot pants,
- the two hot basketball shorts,
- the hot cap,
- the sunday clothes,
- the hot boxers,
- the hot slippers,
The Girl Behind the Screen, 9:33 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
well, now 'll tell you.
i do feel like i have a shadow.
i dont want to be harsh or what.
but i dont know why i'm agitated.
i blogged for her.
i didnt say you said you own me.
i said you act like you do.
you dont want me to hang out with them cos of a quarrel.
i accomodated you cos i didnt want you to feel alone.
then you started asking me EVERYDAY where i was going and kept insisting i should go home with you.
sorry. but my house has no gold.
you even asked ms mak to tell me to stop going out everyday.
it really doesnt concern you if i want to go out does it?
you guys bitch bout jo behind her back and then in front of her all nice and stuff.
i used to hate jo.
but now i feel she has changed and she doesnt deserve unfair treatment.
NO this is not an influence of tong i do have my own opinions.
you say jo has no dress sense and all,
then why do you have to consult me when you want to buy something.
maybe i'm being harsh or oversensitive.
but i think for now,
one shadow will do.
i dont hate you.
i just feel that you have changed alot,
and me and tong arent the only ones.
there alot of others out there who agree.
i dont want to turn this into a sparring session,
i really want WORLD PEACE.
but i dont know how such a thing is possible.
INSECURITY
The Girl Behind the Screen, 9:55 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
mr tan was a darling! haha. not really but yea.
he lent me his textbook and what he taught me totally came out!!! :D
whoo hoo!!!
so yes.
physics was a breeze.
chem was alright,
not as hard as i thought it would be.
so far so good.
i dont think i'll fail anything :D
YET.
ms loke said i did well in the part of my maths paper she marked
she said i scored :D
okay.
for a start,
all the lessons were alright.
haha.
chem was soooo funny.
cos we combined class with 3B.
we started lesson only like at 1.40?
cos it was like he kept wanting to try to on the projector.
he wanted to make some of us climb on the table to on it.
i was like cannot mr yeo!!
we wearing skirts.
why dont you go?
you're not wearing skirts.. ARE YOU?!
haha. then he wanted to say last lesson,
he said LAST YESTERDAY.
i think the record still was your behavior is NOT unaccpetable.
hahaa.
o welels.
stayed back and ms mak taught me chinese.
haha. mr tan came out and saw us and he was wearing THAT striped shirt.
haha. i was like eh ms mak why you not wearing stripes.
and he started blushing!!!
haha.
then ms mak was like eh.
look carefully. i'm wearing srtipes!! :D
like right.
went for the obs check up cos chess wanted me to go.
haha. so yea,
got the jab.
and the color blind test was like totally funny :D
the first few pages were ok.
then it was like HUH! you sure there's a number there?!
haha. the doctor was damn funny.
and like he was poking my stomach.
then he was like RELAX.
haha i was like i'm relaxing!
and immediately i thought of BANDHA SINGH!!! :D
right val? are you RELAXING?! hahaha. okay.
that's all for now.
tata.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 7:30 PM
Monday, August 15, 2005
heya.
today was alright.
the disgusting lizard in maggie lee's classroom served as a boredom killer.
mr yeo hates me and i hate mr yeo.
i've got nothing much to say but yea.
hmm. let's see.
mr tan was a life saver and kind enough to give me extra lessons after school today!
:D
maths was easy.
i'll definately pass but i made one or two really stupid mistakes.
let's see.
tommorrow's chem and physics and english and that really sucks cos i think i'm so gonna fail.
stayed back to play ball and supposed to study but nothing much got done,
so after this i swear i'm gonna go study.
my parents are flying off tommorrow so yeah!
freedom!!! :D
but it sucks cos it's the exams now and everyone seems to be studying.
and yea. tata for now.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 5:43 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
heya.
some people are really annoying
and i cant be bothered to say more
cos all that really is on my mind it's you.
and right now, nothing else seems to matter,
i've got nothing more to lose.
cos it's you and me,
and a whole lot of people with nothing to do,
nothing to lose.
and it's you and me,
and a whole lot of people and i dont know why
i cant take my eyes off you.
and maybe, just maybe this time will be different.
smallville this week was really nice.
plus the hotties.
i dont like lex to turn bad,
he's such a nice guy.
and i want him and lana to be together.
cos jason's a jerk.
church was alright,
but like it's just starting to sink how empty the place is starting to get.
the babies were being the babies and caleb was a sweetie.
hahaha. kissing me and others on the cheek :D
and elaine and her self deceit.
well that was funny.
haha. the photos from the party's developed and they're funny,
but we have to scan it in.
so when i have time yea.
maybe it's time to get down to work,
but there's a weight on my mind
and nothing seems to make it go away.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 12:50 PM
Friday, August 12, 2005
heya.
training today was fun.
gwen got her phone confiscated while she was messaging me in class.
haha. phew.
begining of the day was physics,
criticised the vanessa aka thardes.
hahaha.
erm. i was vandalised.
it was kinda boring.
had STARBURST!!!
haha. which hello was almost gone by the end of the lesson thanks to chong wa wa.
the angel and devil thing was really funny :D
hahaha.
english. bah.
a bore as usual.
still have my essay to hand in.
sigh. next was maths.
had a test which was quite easy!!!!
i think i'll pass my maths this sem!!
hahaha. i hope i will.
the subjects this round are easy :D
i want to do very well in everything so i can chose where i want to go :D
and i know where i want to go.
chinese too.
has very little chapters.
i shall go study :D
i left my starburst in zainal's class.
oh!! i forgot to ask what happened to his thumb and finger.
haha.
training was fun and i realised my knee is really messed up.
hahaha.
had fun playing ball and all.
teacher day's coming.
gotta call eric and see if he's coming.
there's a list of people i think deserves some presents :D
- definately ms mak
- the boss
- mr sng
- mr stripey
- ms sim
- father
- zainal? haha. chocolates i owe him.
haha. ms mak was vommiting today.
i was like pregnant huh?
then she was like i wish.
i'm like so who will you be??
mrs tan? * cheeky smile.
heh heh :D
so long for now.
and one more thing.
i really miss you. day number two hurts too.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:01 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
copied from val's blog but it speaks volumes: It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you i don't love you
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion
When you start to cry
I can't let you see
What you mean to me
When my hands are tied
And my hearts not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing
I'll ever have to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending i don't love you
The Girl Behind the Screen, 5:34 PM
heya. gloom day.
they flew off today.
and really as cliche as it seems,
all of a sudden,
nothing seems to matter anymore,
and i dont even know what i want now,
knowing that you're out of reach.
you're flying over a vast ocean now,
and i would give the world to see you.
cos you've left on a jet plane,
and this time,
i dont even know when you'll be back again.
when we said our goodbyes,
i bet even cutting out my heart wouldnt be so bad.
its been just a few hours but it seems like years,
i cant get it out of my head,
i see you walk away.
the cruelest thing in life is having to say goodbye to the ones you love.
and somehow what's the use of having so many people around you
when the one you really want isnt there for you.
when my tears fall you wont be here anymore to wipe it away.
when my world seems to crumble,
there wont be you by my side to stand by me.
now all i have is memories,
pictures and beautiful dreams.
but i know it's never enough cos when i wake,
you're not going to be by my side.
what the heck did i even to you you bloody sick bastard. you dont know how wrong it is, how freaking painful it is. you are such a hypocrite, doing what you hate others to do to you to others. you say one thing and do another and that makes me sick.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 5:12 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
heya.
the party was quite fun.
haha.
it was really a good thing me and gary were playing the guitar
cos that meant we didnt have to do the stupid weird looking dances.
haha.
gary. you are mean.
not nice. haha.
he isnt THAT big.
haha. oh wells.
the pin the tail on the donkey was HILARIOUS!
haha. okay. like in the first place imagine gary and daniel wearing lipstick.
aha. then them kissing the donkey.
haha. auntie theresa kissed the ass.
like right.
gary told daniel hey! you can kiss anyone you touch.
like total CHAOS is the room. haha.
the food was great. all the eclaires.
yumm.
there was this game we had to find our partner like if you're fork, find spoon.
i was telling cheryl haha. later you get godwin.
and yes.
unfortunately i got godwin.
haha. i was batman and he was robin.
like then cos we were the first pair we had to act out charades?
like how the hell do you act as batman?
bloody hell funnily embarassing.
haha. we played the who am i game.
i was sarh, gary was like jonah.
and eat this.
daniel was EVE.
haha. AND uncle ronald was ADAM!!!
haha. we like so couldnt get over it.
pictionary was fun. but i missed you.
went out today to study.
skipped school.
i realised joanne has the same shirt as me.
waha. but her's red mine's black.
so yea. it's not that bad.
it was overall quite fun.
we had so much free food cos we waited for so long.
the lime green chair was fun.
all in all took pictures with tong.
haha. i looked korean.
met juli.
went jo's house.
she bought me the new hillsongs cd!
haha. like i realised every year for my birthday she gets me the new album.
muaha.
we drew all over her and her hair looked like some ah beng.
haha. i forced amanda to cycle me. it was fun and i still miss you.
' if i had a single flower for each time i thought of you,
i could walk forever in my garden. '
The Girl Behind the Screen, 6:12 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
hey.
the last few days have been hectic and fun.
first there was shermin who put in the thermometer the wrong way in
and franitcally called me over to ask me how to read the temperature.
hahaha. and there was valerie who kept insisting i was looking at the wrong piece of paper
and embarrased herself in math class in front of zainal.
hahah. and there was amy!!!
and mr yea who said our behaviour "was not unacceptable."
thank you. :D
there was the thirty minutes (and could have been more without ms wong's intercession) pumping postion under the hot sun on the burning ground in pinafores which left me with blisters.
and not forgetting our study date.
mostly just me and tong and the encounter with patrick.
there was lying on the hardcourt in the cool weather with ms mak, sharon debbie and lin.
there was the disgusting secret i found out about a low two faced fake person.
not forgetting me being escorted by five teachers, ms seah, mrs wong, mrs lau, ms koh and mrs ang after being caught escaping with tong for flag day. acoording to them i was like a dangerous criminal. it was tragic.
then there was that nice pretty basketball shirt 'loyal to the game'
which i wanted so much and got. :D
there was church and the adorable twins.
there was gwen wee. :D
and daniel who gave us a lift cos i was like erm we're gonna walk back anyway,
and then he looked up and asked if we wanted a lift. haha.
and godwin who harrased the babies and they were crying until daniel went:
" i dont what they want. but it's definetely not you."
and there's the hot pink and lime green ballon.
there was the one who thought auntie joyce was pregnant.
and her declaration for dislike of someone,
and her "THREE ONLY AH!" haha.
realise today's post is really actually in point form that's cos i dont really have time cos i've gotta go decorate the place for dan's WELFARE party. haha.
who's favourite color by the way happens to be a very gay lilac. :D
now we know.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 12:18 PM
Monday, August 01, 2005
heya.
yesterday i was looking through old photographs and reading blogs,
sarah's blog and all,
and voom i was reminded of all the times i had with different people.
the sulistios, chrisopher, the lims,
when i would hang out with dan and sarah when we were young,
and that blackmail photo with isaku which sarah so kindly reminded me of,
the basketballers and rachel and all,
and i suddenly realised how many people i actually missed being with.
when i have the time i will scan the pictures in and upload it.
i really miss all of you guys,
christopher, the lims, sulistios, the YAH, basketballers, isaku and meg and elli and just everyone whom we used to hang out with. :D.
but things can never be the same.
there's some gap and THOSE reasons why we would never so so close again.
today was relative okay.
ooo! i just realised how sporty my family is.
my sister is so wanted by sports school,
and andrea is selected by singapore to go to manila.
like four out of the whole of singapore.
she and her partner were the only ones who were singaporean who won something.
maths was fun as usual :D!!
hahaha. and like yea.
training was like 8 people?
like okay.
so we played match.
at first it was me, liwei and bunny vs judy, zeeta, qian ru and joleen.
we totally trashed them like 7 nil.
bunny was fast and both of us were doing lots of lan di.
i did some nice drives and passed the ball out,
cut in, etc.
pat says i'm improving and so is my vision. :D
i'm happy.
later we played again, me, debbie, zeeta and bunny vs li wei, judy, qian ru and joleen.
thrashed them 11 nil again!!!
woohoo! we just rock dont we?
played man jiang,
debbie was boss. thanks boss. :D.
all in all it was a happy day,
except for the 0/20 and AMY WHO CHEATED ME AGAIN.
cheer up ms sim.
and ATTENTION ALL BASKETBALLERS : bring both jerseys and basketball tee tommorrow for photo taking.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 7:28 PM
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ANNA CHEN JIEMIN
17 JULY 1990
SAINT THERESA'S CONVENT
GUITARIST AND CHILD OF YAHWEH
SINGAPORE
BASKETBALLER
PATRIOT.NOT
WHITE
The One who gave His life for me
My family
My friends
Big brothers and Little sister :D PJLA
Basketball and basketballers
Writing songs, poems
Music
Coffee (Starbucks over Coffee bean anytime :D)
Ben & Jerry's
Carl's Junior
Sushi
Travelling round the world
Photography
Backpacking
Kids
Grey's Anatomy!! :D
Friends Season 1-10!
Reading!!
Happy endings
Hotties and NICE EYES! :D
OBS!
BLACK
Goodbyes
Satan
Broken promises
Back stabbers
Air pollutants
Abusive parents
Abortions
GOLD
Psalm 27
1 The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life, of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and they fell.
3 Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise up against me, in this will I be confident.
4 One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to enquire in His temple.
5 For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavillion: in the secret of His tabernacle shall He hide me; He shall set me upon a rock.
6 And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in His taberncale sacrifices of joy: I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the Lord.
7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me and answer me.
8 When Thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto Thee, Thy face, Lord, will I seek.
9 Hide not Thy face far from me; put not Thy servant away in anger: Thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
10 When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.
11 Teach me Thy way, O Lord, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
12 Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
13 I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
14 Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen thine heart: wait I say, on the Lord.
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