MY WORLD
Sunday, July 31, 2005
 .:the us. gwen me tong debbie:.
 .: the us. and of course extra alicia. :D:.

.:me with alicia and the too black to be seen father barre:.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 5:08 PM
you mean so much to me that i wish there was a way i could express it in words.
i love you so much that i wish i could show you how much.
so many ways of saying,
of showing, but words seems to fail me,
actions seems too small.
my life's so empty without you that i wish i could ask you to stay,
but everything seems to little,
too undeserving of you.
so many ways to express this feeling inside of me,
but not a single one feels like the right one.
so many memories of us,
but right now,
none of them seems like they'll ever be enough for me.
so many people around me,
telling me how they'll always be here for me,
how much i mean to them,
but not one of them fills this emptiness inside of me cos not one of them is you.
cos no matter what they say
i know that when i wake up every morning you wont be by my side,
i wont see a message from you.
i know i wont be hearing your voice or seeing you face,
feeling the warmth of our embrace for a very, very long time.
and a lot of times this reality hurts.
this truth that screams,
this reality of 'hello's and knowing that soon,
down the road there will have to be a goodbye.
no matter how much it hurts,
no matter how long it takes to be torn away from me,
there will be a goodbye...
The Girl Behind the Screen, 2:40 PM
smallville's so sad!!!
i dont like. i dont like.
i dont want lex to be sad.
i dont lex to turn bad.
aha.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 11:19 AM
Saturday, July 30, 2005
heya.
things between them are getting confusing.
and things between me and you?
complicated.
church today was fun.
worship was okay,
except that there wasnt really a command since there was no real worship leader.
thing started to become better when daniel took over.
joshie and lebby were really cute today.
all the laughing and hiding under the blanket.
poor caleb was sick and a bit grouchy today,
but then babies being babies,
they forget their sorrow and then bring joy and be carefree.
joshie kept pulling down elaine's tank
ahaha. obscenity.
then he walked around lifting up his shirt.
they really bring us joy.
how can anyone abort or abandon their child i do not understand.
joshie went for prayer.
then he was like 'slained' he sat there lying down.
aha. so cute.
he fell down and knocked his head on the chair.
then started crying and crying.
caleb was like CSI.
he walked over to the spot joshie fell down then looked around for clues,
and then started hitting the chair.
hahaha.
then when uncle victor hit debbie,
he started crying for her.
so sweet!!!
he's very feeling and caring.
he's also very sensitive.
on the way back we had a mini more than llife united concert.
haha. the songs in that album are really nice.
the reality of you leaving is starting to sink in.
i wish i could stop time and stay here with you just like this forever.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 10:17 PM
the song that sings it all:
I dont wanna miss a thing by Aerosmith
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes And thank God we're together I just want to stay with you in this moment forever Forever and ever
Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing
I don't want to miss one smile I don't want to miss one kiss I just want to be with you Right here with you, just like this I just want to hold you close Feel your heart so close to mine And just stay here in this moment For all the rest of time
Don't want to close my eyes I don't want to fall asleep Cause I'd miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream will never do I'd still miss you baby And I don't want to miss a thing
The Girl Behind the Screen, 1:47 PM
heya.
i gave you all i had,
it wasnt enough;
to keep you in my hands.
for that small group of people who know him,
how coincidental,
he's flying off to texas on the same day as dan,
tho he's flight's at eleven in the morning and dan's at nine.
what's up with all this goodbyes,
all this parting,
never to meet again,
nothing ever will be the same.
and no words can express this pain,
cos everyone who walks into my life,
will never walk out without leaving a footprint,
and you? you left a gigantic huge one,
which i know can never be washed away,
no matter how many storms and tidal waves.
yea, of course i still have many people i can call friends,
but what do i gain if i have the whole world,
but have not you?
seeing your back turned away from me,
i can almost see all our times together flashing before my very eyes.
but now, even the sweetest dreams would never do cos i still do miss you.
talked to her.
hearing her situation made me feel worse then i already did.
i messaged mr sng and apologised.
he was very nice bout it,
saying that he understood, and that he was always there.
felt comforted.
hahaha!!! he banged gail!!!
he was like tell her i still remember how she yawned before her X-country race.
so gail siad tell him i still remember his lack of height.
and mr sng went, oh yea. so do i. i still remember HER lack of height.
hahaha. what a amusing conversation.
what the heck?
marcia is such a loser.
she went out with wei shan while wei shan was still with gemma?
poor wei shan she says,
that she's going out with a loser.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 11:43 AM
Friday, July 29, 2005
haha. you know my email account was hacked into.
so i went to send my password to my second account to gmail,
and then i tried to sign in and that account was hacked into too.
ahaha. i tried like so many answers for my secret question.
hahah. turns out hotmail has come up with this like really retarded thing,
like when you like create a new password,
they will rate your password weak, medium or strong according to how easy it is hacked into.
hahaha. the hardest is with symbols, capital, numbers and symbols.
like how retarded is that? okay. very. i havent gone out with gwen and all in a very long time.
online tution was fun and like educational.
tata for now.
P.S. HELLO VALERIE! is this considered a message?! because we are like talking on the phone right now? so it's really retarded. just that you asked if i was leaving a message then i said i would then you said you would like hahahha. TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA!!!!!! valerie-rie-rie-rie-rie. hahahaha. ABIHSOT! crayon, crayfish, and CRAYOLA!
The Girl Behind the Screen, 10:21 PM
heya. some shit happened today.
somthing i would rather not talk bout except to a certain group of people.
i feel that i owe mr sng an apology tho.
he was very nice about it and i sat there and pulled a black face.
hahaha. cheryl and jade was chasing judy around with ribena.
then they spilled it and was made to clean it up by mr sng.
it was a hilarious sight.
two tai tai wannabes squatting there rubbing the floor with toilet paper.
haha. mr sng was TRYING very hard not to laugh at them.
had training today and started puking.
was sent home.
then stupid clarissa kept waking me up,
hit me some more!
grrr. haha. but her apology was hilarious.
i'm having a bad throat and chess and benny and lots of people say my voice is very sexy.
hahaha. still deciding. should i go for obs?
i wanna get that puma jacket! and that pants.
physics today was quite okay.
just a lil boring and have like lots of work.
yay!! maths rocked and english sucked.
biology wasnt that boring today cos we had practical.
i was blowing into the solution thingy and all of a sudden all the purple liquid exploded on me and my new blouse!!
rarr!! haha.
english sucked.
sorry the repeat but it really did.
hahaha. the debates were kinda retarded cos they couldnt really debate.
and what winnie choi said was like SOOO out of point.
alright. i'm having online tution with zainal now. hahhaha. tata for now.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 5:55 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
A (Short) Shoe Quiz
i'm on a quiz rampage!!! well kinda. given that i'm so bored, it is really fun. tho i wanted to be the black converse high tops. classic. now did i mention that i'm so glad that i'm not a tampon, a chunk of flesh or a homosexual embryo which jacqueline's boyfriend turned out to be? this quiz is fun man. you should try it. especially if you're bored. okay, now you know i am really bored.but quizes are fun cos they're so lame and give you like really random results and so not you results so like. yea. whatever. haha.
You are... A remote control!
Which random object are you? (Results contain pictures)
The Girl Behind the Screen, 9:01 PM
sat in for training yesterday.
aha. it was so fun!!
patrick was saying that we have no figures for bikinis.
i was thinking how would you know?!
he was saying we had no abs and all.
i was like mr patrick!! look who's talking.
aha!!!
i really suspect something's going on between him and sylvia wong.
looong story.
so fun!!!
they played police and thief after the rain in the field barefooted.
i went to chase kim.
i caught her and li wei.
when i was in pinafore.
then i realised how muddy my uniform was.
haha.
school today was okay.
i had a headache so was sleeping in chinese.
made fun of chermin.
ahah!!!
GWEN WEE.
how could you tell her?!!
she asked me in bio class and i just like screamed.
aha. lol.
mrs chua didnt come today.
was gossipping and laughing and getting high.
oh ya. zainal was complaining that our graphs were hairy.
so hairy it's scary!!! haha. inside joke.
i was like. look who's talking bout hairy.
ahaha.
and maria heard harry. the imaginary harry harry.
maths tutorial was fun.
hahaha. val kept saying that zainal was wrong.
aha. turned out she was.
and i remember maria's z.
aha.
ate macflurry at macs.
actually wanted to go great world and check out zara,
but in the end we didnt.
have a date with tong on thursday,
and a date with jacq next thursday.
and amy owes me one.
YOU owe ME amy!
so long for now.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 7:44 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
you broke my heart when you smile at me like i was the world to you...
and then you walked away showing me that i was nothing but a pawn in your game of chess.
heya.
church yesterday was fun.
aha!! we wore like costumes.
like obviously only the girls.
all the guys became like eurasians all of a sudden!!!
hahaha. me, gail and sabrina wore the malay ones.
mine was hot pink. aha. so embarassing.
gail's was light blue and sabrina's was some reflective kinda material color thingy.
stephenie and sarah wore auntie joyce's SIA thingy.
it was like super small!!!
goodness. couldnt believe how small it was and sabrina could like squeeze into sarah's one.
aha. uncle ronald wast he only male grown up who dressed up.
typical guys in our church. sigh.
aha. jeremy was really cute ein his indian thingy.
and as usual, the babies were adorable.
they really can start to speak.
haha. i went to was joshie's pacifier and when i was waliking back i was held up by lebby.
so joshie started shouting for his tutu.
he went like " tutu! tutu!"
so loud okay! aha. and so cute too.
josh's putting on ALOT of wieght.
maybe it's cos people say he looks more like dan.
okay. meaness.
josh and caleb took turns cahsing me to carry them aha.
so cute!!
hmm. and then of course the fart of the day by ken.
and joshie kept pointing to ken's ass.
hahaha. see how smart they are?
cant believe they're only like 15 months old or so.
then when aunty theresa was sharing,
they kept running up to the stage to play with the instruments.
and then joshie kept saying "guitar! guitar!"
and he would nod his head so vigourously.
the funny thing bout it was they lookedd like they were discussing the instruments.
like joshie will point to the piano.
baby language :"ailsfguhergehaogdatsgneoastigr"
translated: " shall we go there?"
caleb nods and they both walk over to the piano.
aha.
when it was testimony time,
gary refused to go up and give a testimony bout his driving.
hahaha.
so daniel who was the chairman went,
" okay if there are no testimonies,
i would like to congratulate gary on passing his driving test on the first time.
praise Yahweh."
ahaha. it was sooo funny.
uncle albert!!! aiyo!
the farewell was supposesd to be a SUPRISE.
which means you dont call a mass meeting with dan and announce.
spoiler!!
and the funny part was he went,
" we are going to have a welfare party for daniel."
and i went like "HUH?! uncle albert! it's FAREWELL NOT WELFARE!!!"
haha. lol.
hilarious.
oh. and did i mention the aunties,
( aunty irene )
was checking out our figures?
like yucks!!
they were like aih yo.
can see the shape blah blah.
hahah.
like some jia po finding wife for their sons.
i mean like if their sons have some standard it isnt that bad.
but like godwin?!
shuudders.
we were saying, " it's a good thing they didnt say,
look at stephenie. got such nice hips. good for giving birth."
aha. we would faint.
worship was weird.
there were like 3 guitarists?
it was supposed to be only dan and gary.
then jason asked godwin to play.
half way,
dan's guitar string burst and so he let gary and godwin continue.
it was horrid.
their guitars were out of tune?
and gary didnt know the simple chords in G.
it's gonna be like weird when dan leaves.
no offense.
during altar call too.
godwin tried to play alone.
weird.
even with the chords in front of him.
so in the end,
steph played the piano on her own.
sometimes,
some people have calling and some just dont.
fanny's friend came.
and we found out something bout ws!
aha.
if i were her i would be like sooo embarrassed.
ego!!
dinner was fun and entertaining as usual,
i told joshie to bring the guitar to gail to ask her to play and he really carried it okay!
it was so cute aha!
The Girl Behind the Screen, 1:45 PM
Saturday, July 23, 2005
heya.
racial harmony day was relatively fun.
i'm high on helium.
i played with a total 6 helium balloons!!!
whoo!
mr tan said i would like fart it out.
aha.
after school we went to eat at tiong.
boring!! aha. not really. we ate at the grillers,
gossiped gossiped,
had bras by courtesy of marissa and atheena!!!
ahaa. paper ones yea?
wanted to buy my lime green nike towel.
wan ling went to play arcade.
like RIGHT.
bought CANDY FLOSS!!!!!!!!!!
and our tounges went pink!
ahaha. we kept eating it,
even when we went back to school we got the juniors to buy like 4 containers for us.
so it's like yea.
totally high on sugar.
played ball with bsl sharon ng and all,
and played captain's ball too!
totally thrashed them!
ahahaha!
bought my pink helium balloon!!
met corissa gave her chocolate.
and then the pink ballon craze was started among the ballers by me!!!!
aha!
one more thing.
i wanna join the and1 3 on 3 competiton.
but with who?!
bel said she wanted a pink ballon too.
so i bought one for her.
then she said amanda bought for her already.
and i went like what the.
she said she could have two i went like no way.
called corissa. was going to give to her.
joanne saw me with two and wanted one.
like how the heck was i going to give it to corissa while she was watching?!
aha. saw gwen in malay skirt thingy.
of course she didnt stay in it for long.
well at least she didnt wear the tank top.
like phew!
saw thardes and this girl holding pinkies.
so me and debbie and tong joined thumbs and went eh!
i want to hold you hand! but i'm scared i get aids!!!
haha. hung out with lin and amanda.
basketballers were really close.
walked around with tong and debbie and kim.
aha. saw ms gracie goh.
her figure was like perfect in the cheong sam man!!
i was like teasing her bout the high cut slit!!!
hahaha. and her red lipstick which made her look like jing mei woo from joy luck club.
and then the art teacher i forgot her name was saying that debbie's fingers meant her money will run away, and i was like "aih yo. so superstitious! like jing mei woo's mother!! aha. "
it was damn funny.
played with lots of helium.
i saw devaki going up to mrs kong and doing the chipmunk voice.
the 2e dance and 3b dance was great.
wha saw boss man. nodding his head like nuts,
so me and tong messaged him. stop drooling. aha!!
did i mention that in the morning he started singing to me?!
like oh man! freaky!
mr tan was like some ah beng today.
and kim. *shakes head apparently is bi-sexual having a crush on zainal!! ahahaha!!
inside joke. muahaha.
shermin called. told her everything that happened.
did i mention ms seah confiscated my WHOLe foolscap pad which was alomst new,
with all my private letters and stuff inside?
just for doing one maths work while she was asking them to read some shit thing which i already read.
i asked her can you like take my maths and give me back my foolscap?
she went i want your maths for what?
i was like hello?
you dont want my maths but i want my private stuff.
she said like i will even read.
when i went back to class took it back when she wasnt around,
the stapler from the letter was gone.
bloody hell. so equals, she read it.
all the same you nosey parker.
amy cheated me of my feelings!
pictures will be up soon.
and till next time,
adios.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 12:31 PM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
hey.
training yesterday was fun. except the 8 rounds part.
which me and a few traded for 24 rounds around the hardcourt.
we played match against the sec ones!
woohoo!!
fun!! ahah. we were tying with the just upgraded B div,
our team was me, li wei, bel, jo and sue li.
and he happily keep changing our teamates to like brina adela against the c div main five.
aha. never mind. the penalty was just to sing a song.
we sang joy to the world.
we did the alley thing.
two groups competition.
our group was damn good.
we had qian ru, brina, me, jo, and i cant remember who else.
the others had bel, lin judy and all.
but we won!
it was fun.
the first time we won he cheated and said he didnt see.
but then we clearly won again.
WOOHOO!
we rock.
then he asked me and jo to coach the sec ones.
their lay ups are not bad.
especially that girl.
i dont know her name but THAT girl has potential.
celebrated dad's birthday.
the day was quite uneventful.
except for a breaking news.
we might be have a coach.
he said one person cant coach all.
and i was like what about ms mak??
has he forgotten bout her?
wth.
my new blogskin is courtesy of my sister abigail chen.
lots of things on my mind,
but the words wont come,
the feelings i cant express.
but one thing is clear.
i miss you.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 4:14 PM
Monday, July 18, 2005
my birthday was abit disappointing.
he couldnt make it last minute.
okay cancel out that abit.
i guess i gave so much i thought i could reach higher and hope for more.
but then i fell from that height and how great was that fall.
am i THAT insignificant?
thanks lin. :)
but never mind.
they lost.
41-38
by a so bloody small margin.
i tell you i hate the freaking bung refree who is so freaking biased and blind.
there were so many fouls,
so many back court.
and bloody hell.
they would have won.
lin fouled out in the fourth quarter.
13 from yu ying was skilled but bloody drama queen.
i feel damn sad for them
it was such a close match not more than four points difference.
they deserved to win.
they deserved it.
to the Cdiv:
it's okay that you lost this match.
there's always this year and the next.
the important thing is to pick yourself up and learn from you mistakes.
train hard and we'll see them next year.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:21 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
trick candles.
that's what they put on my cake.
lin's evil.
she tells me she got weird news and she wont tell me what.
aha!
there's retribution in this world!
she's got a bump on her head too!
i'm lazy to blog more cos there really isnt more to blog about.
one more thing.
i hate my blogskin
The Girl Behind the Screen, 12:31 PM
Friday, July 15, 2005
hey.
yesterday maria told me she found a carving on the table that said:
" anna loves debbie dont steal her."
haha. what the hell?!
do i look P?
forget it. some people are bored. i get it.
i was shocked to hear that z quarelled with danny over my suspension,
arguing on my behalf.
i was very horrified at my actions and didnt know what to say.
i could tell he was disappointed.
called amy and talked.
today's training was fun but a bit annoying.
how true about comittment man!
even z told me that.
aha.
let's start from the begining of the day.
the first period was physics and me and shermin were observing her observing z.
aha. when i talked to him yesterday,
i told him her eyes nearly popped out when she saw him walk into class.
and he suprisingly knew.
aha. so she was like looking looking at him and then when he saw he just happily fake fake look up at the ceiling. aha.
me and chong wa wa nearly fell off the chair laughing.
then there was this point of time when he went to the toilet and she went too.
after observing both of them for somt time,
we decided they actually looked good together.
haha. he'll flip if he hears this.
next lesson was english,
and that seah woman wants to make us copy the whole forum page for not bringing like MONDAY'S newspaper.
biatch.
maths.
it was a tragedy to see her back.
i was first to reach class and he was like wah!! so on!!
haha. at first i felt sorry for her that she was sick.
but she came back bossing people around and being a typical tyrant.
and then all of it just flew away.
but i was a good girl in class today.
bio dissection was really fun.
i started a trend of like 'fingering' the cows heart.
it was really cool and it leaves you so amazed at how a simple mechanism can determine the fate of the whole body.
it left me awed in wonder of His creation at how much He can do.
bloody shankar.
in the first place i didnt want to do the play.
she happily forced us and when we changed and all she happily said she wants to cancel it and we'll do another day in front of the WHOLE SCHOOL.
bloody hell.
like they would even understand when they havent even read the book.
i was telling danny and z and he was like: " teacher can force you meh?
take a knife to your throat?"
and i was like: " hello! talking about shankar here? "
and he was like speechless and went " true."
played badminton and like yea.
it was fun and he said i cannot play then dont play just cos i missed one ball.
later when i saw him play and he missed one i didnt let him get away with it.
aha. but he was not bad.
didnt move and still can play quite properly.
except for that obscene guesture.
aha.
i learnt sign language!
during training lin sat on my head?
after pushing me down she fell down on me.
funny thing was,
she said ouch and i didnt say anything.
aha.
i shant say any bad things bout my teamate so i shant say anything.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 6:47 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
i just cut my hair. like finally man
so my head fells like. light.
we won queensway 54-10.
like i predicted. aha.
their jerseys were like PINK OVERLOAD MAN.
lik NEON pink.
disgusting.
i want my nike reversible shorts dammit.
i want you.
all of a sudden i really miss training.
i feel like going down and playing ball.
i dare say the juniors will definetly go into the next round.
i want to train hard eh.
my defense is still not bad but my attacking is like shit man.
man jiang!!
debbie was the boss today.
i told you.
pride comes before a fall.
the rest is not mentionable.
and one more thing.
i hate my template dammit.
but i cant find anything nice and i dont know how to do.
so like whatever.
aha.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 6:31 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
mortality is a cruel thing when you're alone.
i miss you.
when i've just seen you?
i literally told Him,
" if i cant be his joy, let me bear his sickness and pain. "
how would i live without you.
i want to know.
i cant explain all this i am feeling.
i know there's a purpose, a reason for all this.
but this is so much more than i can bear.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 11:36 AM
Friday, July 01, 2005
today is a happy day.
today is a happy day cos ms loke didnt come to school.
today is a happy day cos played ball during recess shooting and all and tong lost so she treated us to drink. but i had to treat too cos i exceeded one point in man jiang. but it was happy.
today is a happy day cos we were let off early.
today is a happy day cos we went to tiong to eat finally and saw this nice and1 socks and green nike towel.
today is a happy day cosHY came to school.
today is a VERY happy day cos we were together again with the sec fours and we ROCKED the court.
today is a happy day cos we played against patrick and WON!
today is a happy day cos i played well.
today is a happy day cos we walked all the way from school to wherever we were going.
today is a happy day cos we walked like nothing was happening and we just stopped to pose funny poses.
today is a happy day cos we brought joy to people.
today is a happy day cos we stopped at the convex mirror on the road and we started wiping our faces and checking our pimples and people rolled down their windows to look and laugh at us.
today is a happy day cos i played basketball, cos it felt like STCbasketball03 again, cos we were together again.
and thursday will be a happy day cos STCbasetballers03 will be out together again.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:13 PM
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ANNA CHEN JIEMIN
17 JULY 1990
SAINT THERESA'S CONVENT
GUITARIST AND CHILD OF YAHWEH
SINGAPORE
BASKETBALLER
PATRIOT.NOT
WHITE
The One who gave His life for me
My family
My friends
Big brothers and Little sister :D PJLA
Basketball and basketballers
Writing songs, poems
Music
Coffee (Starbucks over Coffee bean anytime :D)
Ben & Jerry's
Carl's Junior
Sushi
Travelling round the world
Photography
Backpacking
Kids
Grey's Anatomy!! :D
Friends Season 1-10!
Reading!!
Happy endings
Hotties and NICE EYES! :D
OBS!
BLACK
Goodbyes
Satan
Broken promises
Back stabbers
Air pollutants
Abusive parents
Abortions
GOLD
Psalm 27
1 The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life, of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and they fell.
3 Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise up against me, in this will I be confident.
4 One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to enquire in His temple.
5 For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavillion: in the secret of His tabernacle shall He hide me; He shall set me upon a rock.
6 And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in His taberncale sacrifices of joy: I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the Lord.
7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me and answer me.
8 When Thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto Thee, Thy face, Lord, will I seek.
9 Hide not Thy face far from me; put not Thy servant away in anger: Thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
10 When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.
11 Teach me Thy way, O Lord, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
12 Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
13 I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
14 Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen thine heart: wait I say, on the Lord.
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