Owner of a Lonely heart

MY WORLD

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

story of the day: i want simply want to turn back time and not take the taxi i took. wait thats before i flag it down and tell him to screw himself. i was told orals was tommorrow at 7.30. so when i got a call today while i was still sleeping saying that i was to have orals today i got a shock. but screw that. i got into a cab at 9.10. told him st theresa's convent near mount faber. the freaking cab driver took me by nus, by haw par villa?! like where the heck is haw par?! i was like the shcool is near mount faber. he was like just turn there. i was like right. then i ended up at clarissa's house which is very jammed up in the morning with trailers getting to the piers. i reached school at like 9.40 when the last call for late comers were 9.30. i was shouting bout the cab driver and everything to debbie cos by the time i got there everyone left already. mr sngg heard and he was like dont panic. dont panic. hahah. dont cry. then he was like omg! anna you missed your oral. okay dont panic. hahaha. he told me find ms seah. so in the end i managed to take my oral. haha. mr sng is so nice. haha. when i said i would put his water bottle in his locker, he messaged me and said: "yay the day i saved by anna chen... again!" like. right. hahaha.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 6:23 PM

Thursday, June 16, 2005

The Girl Behind the Screen, 12:57 PM

maybe i'm amazed at the way i really need you.

you said "relax, i'm not gonna hurt you."

but what you didnt realise is the fact that you already did.

in everytime you walked away from hopes and dreams,

when you smiled at her.

you hurt me with 'insignificant' words and actions.

you probably didnt mean to,

but yes.

you've hurt me.

we went bowling yesterday.

it was fun.

poor robin is bored in the army.

cant imagine his shaved head.

he says he's so bored he finds marching amusing.

the twins came yesterday.

as adorable as ever.

they kept running up to the stage during worship and dancing.

aha!

aunty theresa was so lonely yesterday.

so sad.

she said daniel went off to watch bat man.

and she said to be a ninja turtle!!

hahaha.

she said we should stay over one day.

and i was like yea.

one day when he's gone we'll keep you company.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 12:35 PM

Saturday, June 11, 2005

before i picked up that guitar i had it all in my head. and then there was a forbidden thought of him of all the times we jammed. and then it was all gone. remind me never to play the guitar without shut doors. and please dont ask me to play during cell or lead again cos i'm not good enough. i wish i could erase all the hurt that you caused me. that i never have to see you walk away from me ever again. i wish i wouldnt dig my fingernails into my hands so deep till the marks are there the next day whenever i see smile at her. i wish i could forget all bout you, that you would let have a day pass by without me thinking of you. i wish for alot of things. but if none of them can come true, i know the one on top of the list is you. that you were still here. that you love me. went to church. made a fool out of my self. loved the babies. awkward moment in the car. went to anchorage. had fun helping ken. ( because its so you, no! ) lots of laughs. mission completed in supermarket. lots of laughs. had hagen daz ice cream. saw joanne. left. saw the babies. daniel sent us back. doesnt anyone feel bad that he's driving us around? since i dont like him and he hates me it is a really honourable thing he's doing.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 11:05 PM

Thursday, June 09, 2005

all his bags are packed. past few days have been fun. hanging out with the youth and them. o wells. haha. bye robin!! enjoy your army daze. hahaha. daniel liked the shirt and SUPRISINGLY he could fit into the brown one too hahah. hey! i spotted the nice tennis racket! not gail.! grrr. we had a farewell for robin and we bought him this shirt which said: " who's the daddy!? " hahaha. so we were all sitting there waiting until someone asks where's robin? and they realise they didnt call him. BRILLIANT aint they? hahaha. i HATE the way i'm compared to him. bout the same dish, the stupid habit of sucking thumbs dammit. jehian kept asking for more water hahah. then the guy was like i turn my back and your glass is empty i should attach a hose hahaha. he gave all of us turkish tea, and so there came this question: which hand do you stir your tea with? gail: both la daniel: right sabrina: anything hahaha. sorry yea, i use my TEASPOON. only jason was smart enough. hahaha. the guys were so crude. jacque: i need to shee shee glares. jehian: i need to shee shee to. robn: okay lets go shee shee. gee!!! where is basic courtesy. hahaha. watched mr and mrs smith and as nat said, dan was there. you see it was a midnight movie. hahah evil laughs. it was super funny. except of course gail kept laughing when it was so quiet. had coffee club peach smoothie. so good. hahaha. brad pitt: come to daddy! me and jehian: whos the daddy? next moment angelina jolie: whos the daddy now. hahahaha. and we all couldnt stop laughing. darn! hahaha. daniel was saying you know the 4 spiderman costumes were stolen from the set each costing 100 000 bucks so i went i bet you stole the ninja turtle one hahaha.well as usual, daniel sent us all the way back and that was the last we saw of robin. haha. kidding.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 2:13 PM

ANNA CHEN JIEMIN
17 JULY 1990
SAINT THERESA'S CONVENT
GUITARIST AND CHILD OF YAHWEH
SINGAPORE
BASKETBALLER
PATRIOT.NOT

WHITE
The One who gave His life for me
My family
My friends
Big brothers and Little sister :D PJLA
Basketball and basketballers
Writing songs, poems
Music
Coffee (Starbucks over Coffee bean anytime :D)
Ben & Jerry's
Carl's Junior
Sushi
Travelling round the world
Photography
Backpacking
Kids
Grey's Anatomy!! :D
Friends Season 1-10!
Reading!!
Happy endings
Hotties and NICE EYES! :D
OBS!

BLACK
Goodbyes
Satan
Broken promises
Back stabbers
Air pollutants
Abusive parents
Abortions

GOLD
Psalm 27
¹ The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life, of whom shall I be afraid?
² When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and they fell.
³ Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise up against me, in this will I be confident.
⁴ One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to enquire in His temple.
⁵ For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavillion: in the secret of His tabernacle shall He hide me; He shall set me upon a rock.
⁶ And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in His taberncale sacrifices of joy: I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the Lord.
⁷ Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me and answer me.
⁸ When Thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto Thee, Thy face, Lord, will I seek.
⁹ Hide not Thy face far from me; put not Thy servant away in anger: Thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
¹⁰ When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.
¹¹ Teach me Thy way, O Lord, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
¹² Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
¹³ I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
¹⁴ Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen thine heart: wait I say, on the Lord.