Owner of a Lonely heart

MY WORLD

Saturday, April 30, 2005

today's main topic. godwin embarassed himself again. that includes his mother. he was talking nonsense even robin aksed sabrina what is he saying? so me and daniel looked at him and went huh? and then we looked at each other and went huh? then we looked at gail and went huh? so the point is just that everyone went huh? hahaha. right. me and lebby were walking to the youth room and he was holding my hand. then aunty serene all of a sudden just stopped him. then she was like who's this i was like caleb. then poor lebby was trying to get out of her grip. then she just hugged him. then he nearly started crying. then she finally let go after i told her, and he was so relieved he ran to me took my hand and walked to the youth room. hahaha. cant believe they're only 13 months old and so intelligent. i cant believe this. gary never watched ice age. i mean it is so garyfied movie haha. tsk. what a loser. how do you know it's the ice age? hmm. because of all the ice?? hahaha. *you're leaving arent you. and it hurts like hell. dont look at me like you would break if i loved him. cos you wont. so just shut up. i dont wanna hear you lies and be a pawn in your game of chess.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 11:29 PM

Thursday, April 28, 2005

hey. havent blogged in a long time cos i havent been bothered too. have been in and out of training and it's been depressing. what does a girl feel secure in? no tong it's not kotex nights. it's doing something that you love, being good at it, being able to turn to it whenever you're down or high, having people who share the same joy around you. that's what makes one feel secure. i was doing my euthanasia essay. and kim was reading it. as usual, she was impressed. but i was shocked cos after reading the first sentence she was like: " where's euthanasia? which country is it in? " i was like " huh?!!!! euthanasia is not a country. it's mercy killing " haha. lol. we went to study at clarissa's house. it was a budget day so we went down to COLD STORAGE to buy some instants noodles and chips and drinks and chocolate. hahaha. we then cabbed down. the cab driver was weird. when we said we wanted to go to the carribean he looked at us and said: " so near ah?!" then he kept talking himself. "good life. good life" me and debbie were dying of trying to control our laughter. hahaha. then when he directed him then we said left, he was like " left ah left? " then we were like yea. then he siad right the next moment he was like " right arh right? " haha. it's the kinda cabbies you only get when you're with gwen. me and debbie nearly died. germ was dead cos he kept smiling at her. crazy. then i saw clarissa's edc jeans. i was like whoa. rich kid ah. good life good life. hahaha. it was dam stupid. it was debbie's time to cook and it was really funny cos each pack needed 450 ml on the poacket. you know you normally just pour some water in and estimate? but no not debbie. hahaha. she literally took the measuring cup to measure. hahaha. and in the end suprisingly unlike other days she drank up all the soup. so i was like. WHA!!!!! you drank up 450 ml of soup!!!! hahaha. it was damn funny. then she got shy and ran into the room. hahaha. lol. then we were studying and all of a sudden, the radio dj said: " marraige is the holy matrimony of two people joined to become one. but the problem is, which one? " apparently we all found that very amusing and started laughing. then we called val and started talking nonsnse. hahaha. the rest of it was just plain laughing and stupidity. i'm going shopping for jason's present tommorrow. with gary and robin so yea. it'll be fun.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 7:18 PM

ANNA CHEN JIEMIN
17 JULY 1990
SAINT THERESA'S CONVENT
GUITARIST AND CHILD OF YAHWEH
SINGAPORE
BASKETBALLER
PATRIOT.NOT

WHITE
The One who gave His life for me
My family
My friends
Big brothers and Little sister :D PJLA
Basketball and basketballers
Writing songs, poems
Music
Coffee (Starbucks over Coffee bean anytime :D)
Ben & Jerry's
Carl's Junior
Sushi
Travelling round the world
Photography
Backpacking
Kids
Grey's Anatomy!! :D
Friends Season 1-10!
Reading!!
Happy endings
Hotties and NICE EYES! :D
OBS!

BLACK
Goodbyes
Satan
Broken promises
Back stabbers
Air pollutants
Abusive parents
Abortions

GOLD
Psalm 27
¹ The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life, of whom shall I be afraid?
² When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and they fell.
³ Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise up against me, in this will I be confident.
⁴ One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to enquire in His temple.
⁵ For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavillion: in the secret of His tabernacle shall He hide me; He shall set me upon a rock.
⁶ And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in His taberncale sacrifices of joy: I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the Lord.
⁷ Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me and answer me.
⁸ When Thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto Thee, Thy face, Lord, will I seek.
⁹ Hide not Thy face far from me; put not Thy servant away in anger: Thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
¹⁰ When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.
¹¹ Teach me Thy way, O Lord, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
¹² Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
¹³ I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
¹⁴ Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen thine heart: wait I say, on the Lord.