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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

today was teachers day.
haha. patrick was sweet.
he told us that he loved us too.
awww! ho sweet.
from such a tough coach.
hy's down with the flu.
i warned her of spreading the BIRD flu.
haha. o wells.
eric came back too.
o wells. it was pretty cool.
just that everyone kept telling us eric was back.
and we were like dude!
we were like the first ones to know!?
haha. o wells.
my sis's friend admitted that if eric was single,
she wouldnt mind.. you know.
like eww!?
o wells.
mr sng won the most caring teacher award.
that guy got it coming.
haha. he's so fun.
do you know what?
debbie got the black shirt i wanted.
and joanne bought the black one too.
so much for not getting the same shirt as me.
what's the use even if it's different in colour?
o wells. i shant complain anymore.
the meow queen has decided that she wants to play ball.
but being the queen she is,
she has set down some rules.
she cant miss lunch
she musnt get a sunburn so she stays pretty
it isnt too far
o wells. we're gonna play at ngee an poly? how weird.
she was supposed to go with us and she just ran off.
forget it.
her company isn't very enjoyable.
ok tong and hy i'm sorry that was mean.
but.....
o me and kim went crazy,
fighting each others with mcdonalds balloons.
a good thing we werent recognisable.
we went to watch never been kissed at her house.
even though i watched it,
it was fun o wells.
and i came back and watched alias.
today is michael vartan day.
friends was really hilarious tho'
amy keeps fighting with me over michael rosenbaum.
suit herself.
i wonder how tong's 'date' went.
okay she's gonna kill me.
but.. who cares?
okay. i forgot what i wanted to say.
maybe because it's shock.
tong asked me if she was really pretty.
i said: " yes. because you look demure. which you are so not! "
haha.
she killed me.
why cant i breathe whenever i think about you?
why cant i speak whenever i talk about you?

The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:31 PM


Thursday, August 26, 2004

tong used my phone to message shi yun,
apologised and blah.
and haha. i accidentally called her a horrible bitch.
i'm so sorry. but stop using it against me! hmmph!
o wells. i cooked steak for home econs. it was nice.
shu shan's shepherd pie was nice too.
debbie went with jo to cut her hair and she looks weirdly different.
i went with tong to check out the prices of the shirts.
i feel so much that the team has changed,
i mean some of us are so close,
and the rest are like a distant dream.
what has happened to the team we used to be?
all this hostility is not meant to be.
o wells. guess what?
i talked to HY and HY wants the shirt to be black excuse me.
i told you you shouldn't vote for the person.
it's like o wells.
black may be warm and impratical and bung looking,
but red looks weird. not because it's red,
but because we'll be wearing it with our jersey,
which by the way is red and white?
we'll be like santa clause?
haha. okay. maybe not really but yes.
it'll definetly look awkward.
hah. no offense. but red shirt with SILVER words is just like awkward.
please can someone just see my point?
i think we should have a re vote.
those who were absent should have a say.
dont you think so too?
it's like the distance corrupts me,
as you invade my thought when i'm free.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 5:27 PM


Tuesday, August 24, 2004

i don't know what's wrong lately. i'm so easily aggitated with everyone and everything, and i've become a gossip journalist if tong is the gossip editor. but sometimes really, qian ru just doesnt know when to keep quiet. i mean yea. ( i shall tell you the in person story tong ) but i really try not to shout at her, and she goes saying irritating stuff. i mean there is a limit to everything. okay, and why is it she and she has to act like they know me and everything so well. okay i shall not gossip anymore. i went ole shopping again. just the ole people, and i had chicken which was boody and just horrendous to eat. tong would never had gotten past the skin. ooh. and marshmallows. it was great, but let me tell you a secret 20 mins we spent altogether waiting for joanne to hurry up. she was tremendously slow given her 'pai kaness'. but according to patrick i'm the pai ka queen. which is like so not fair. o wells. today was pretty boring. yeterdays training was fun. i think, cos every training's fun. we ran 5 rounds, then basically the pai ka team was isolated and given special drills to do. we celebrated sook ling's birthday, and the sec ones kept passing coments about us. lin excluded. i shall not be a source of gossip.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 5:22 PM


Friday, August 13, 2004

yippee! i finally got my file please.
and a checkered highlighter.
but in case she goes and buys the same one,
i shall not mention where i got it from,
to save myself from exasperation and pulling out my hair.
i'm gona paint my art work with checkered boxes,
and halloween stuff.
wan ling gave tong a box too.
so kim wanted to ask why she didnt have one.
wan ling would gladly give it to her. haha.
hey kim, i just wanted to say
thank you thank you thank you
or rather she probably meant
hey kim, i just wanted to say
love you love you love you
haha. o wells.
what was her problem.
or wait do you know that i refrain from mentioning names when i scold people?
but in this case i shall not.
because you obviously do not deserve it.
you listen up good and proper yeow shi yun
do not force me to make your life miserable,
so much so that you will cry everyday.
i do not care anymore if you are gonna start blame me for making you miserable,
because you brought it upon yourself.
what's up with the calling me a bitch yeow shi yun?
huh? when both of us jolly well know you're the bitch not me.
yes i was scolding you.
because you dont have the guts to scold me out loud.
but i did,
even though i was being punished.
and hey. it felt really good calling you a mother f_cker.
i'm sorry motherbird for the vulgarities,
but she pisses me off,
and yes,
my blog is a stress relief.
you:what's with the " the grass is green "?
it's all so tong.
i fell out with you three times over the same thing.
looks like some things never change.
can you please find your own style?
can you stop all the pink bunnies and the "but you drew it on my wall!" excuses
i'm getting real aggitated.
what's with the whining.
and please stop cutting yourself,
it's so poser especially when you do it for 'being cool'
because you once saw chess do it.
and excuse me,
she had a valid reason.
and hey. down to earth.
dont tell that woman not to cut herself when you do it yourself,
also because you shouldnt waste your time talking to her,
you shouldnt make yourself go nuts over her stupid attitude,
and you really should waste your saliva.
tong tong. i saw my calculator and i just smiled. thanks!
stc basketball___03
when we're together_____one big family
the passion____respect the game

The Girl Behind the Screen, 6:15 PM


Thursday, August 12, 2004

heya. megumi's on to the wowsers disease.
have no idea where she got that from but it sure reminds me of andrea.
well. today's english was easy.
but shucks! i lost 1 mark beacause i forgot to put it in past tense..
o wells.. maths was easy,
but there wasnt enough time.
cos they broke up one question into alot of parts so yea.
i lost 12 marks already,
cos i added up the wrong number and the other questions were linked to it.
darn! and i didn't even have time to start on my graph
because that idiotic mrs choo was late,
and refused to make up for the lost time. bitch!
do you know tong that i'm really getting aggitated?
she has to do whatever we do.
why? why cant she just come up with her own style?
what's with the checkered seriously?
me and gwen were saying everyone's getting into checkered too,
and she goes like but no...
it's me and ______ fall in love with checkered.
whine whine whine.
blabber blabber blabber.
why should she ask me to shut up when she needs to?
when kim doesnt even mind?
what's with the belt.
she used to sew the whole thing,
and we commented on it,
now its just a small part of it sewn.
you should see where it used to be and where it is now.
one day i'm gonna get real pissed.
anyway i wrote a letter to you already,
so please reply and not give me random peices of paper thank you.
oh. and how could you vandalise my foolscap pad.
i dont like my things to be vandalised.
me and debbie went to study at burger king.
we bought a tray from ikea. it was really cool.
we did our geog and were competing for the right answers.
i never knew studying was so fun.
i collected my ez link already.
hey debbie! hold on to the rim,
hold on to the ij rim. haha.
and oh! oops i did it again!
stc basketball_____03
when we're together_____ one big family
the passion____respect the game

The Girl Behind the Screen, 5:56 PM


Wednesday, August 11, 2004

i'm sorry i have to say this again. i'm really proud of what we did today.so is motherbird.she was beating her chest haha right. so i told her she shouldnt beat her chest cos she aint got breast.haha.
i'm exceptionally proud i got friends like tong and debbie.
cos i'm telling you,
tong is one heck of a friend.
she stands up for her friends, she likes to appear tough but actually really is a big hearted friendly giant.
tong and debbie rock. kind hearted people. and mind you,
their heart is huge.
hey. you sailor moon girl, buzz off before you get the whole team investigating on you.
stop dissing tong because obviously she's better than you.
and excuse me. if you wanna say something,
dont tag and use the name sailormoon.
  1. its outdated. sailormoon's for kids. grow up ( if that is possible )
  2. you really might as well sail to the moon
  3. have the guts to leave your name. wanna diss someone do it right in the face.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:25 PM


yesterday was a blast.
met jacqueline, victoria cheryl and the soos for a movie
i had blisters all over,6 in total
with one as big as corissa's eye.haha.
talk about shoe selection.
met at cine at 1.00, one hour late,
so we walked to lido.out of tickets,
walked to plaza,
and ended up watching i robot which we could have watched at cine.
complete waste of time and energy.
met gary, eliz, my family phua family and madeline for dinner.
hilariously funny yummy dinner.
ordered lamp chop it was great.
(which is why when tong reads this she is going to threaten to eat me like steak.)
sat there for hours,
and we listened to gary's lame jokes.
we laughed and laughed about people and the issue of blood.
haha, the issue of blood one was a killer.
we laughed till our tummies ached.
started sing random weird old hyms,
and selected cool new songs.
uncle paul ordered lots of dessert for us and we ordered a banana split.
the bill was aroung 400-500 bucks?
and the phua family kindly paid for it.
went to school today, my nerves a wreck.
mr tan told us the paper was hell difficult and i was so thinking i would fail.
started studying managed to memorise everything with 1 hour.
not bad huh.
science paper was so easy.
urgh!! got me worked up for nothing.
chinese paper? gonna fail.
haha. but check this out.
mr wong wrote the comprehension passage to make fun of hui yuan.
how cool is that?
i'm telling you that guy has a sense of humour.
met tong and debbie and tong gave me the most amazing letter possible,
and peice of very colorful paper.
it was cool.
went to holland to study ate KFC,
despite tong's desperate objections,
and whoala! guess who?
sharon ng and zen.
tong decided to eat chicken,
but like only managed to remove the skin,
and forced me to eat the food.
she claims it's really horrid, eating chicken and fish.
she compares it to a dead human body?
haha. and she says eating duck / chicken feet is like eating your fingers.
right?! she's trying to be vegetarian.
i told you too much imagination wasnt good for you?
oooh. and we saw chessie please?
who mind you hasnt returned my bible book.
tong asked if she was from philipines.
so we were like no, she's from india,
just like vince carter.
haha. right chess? 0.o? ( inside joke )
o wells. and we saw christina and michelle too.
what's with the stc girls at holland?
saw this lady and she was so pitiful,
so we told tong she shouldnt have wasted food.
bought some candy stuff from her.
went to the shopping center to take my passport photo.
we saw this badge which says bald but rich.
we wanted to get for mr tan's teacher's day present,
but whoala! it cost 62 bucks.
we're making a shirt for our coaches,
mr patrick, ms mak and mr eric.
how cool is that?
0.o. and me and tong might be getting something for mrs chan.
oh. she praised me today.
and there was checkered wrapping paper.
we saw this even more pitiful old man.
walking aroung with a horrible limp,
pushing a trolley around,
with a pathetic number of news papers.
tong wanted to give him ten bucks and borrowed from debbie.
followed him aroung wondering how to give it to him.
she was afraid that he would scold her,
or think she was looking down on him.
went into this shop,
and asked about him.
turns out this guy around 70-80?
walks around the whole holland trying to get newspapers,
he's like so innoncent,
afraid he'll lose his trolley, he pasted a sign on it with his particulars.
the shop owner asked why we wanted to know
we told him we wanted to give him money,
and he said the old man really needed it
we said thank you and was about to leave
when the guy thanked us for being so kind.
by now, tong was going to cry.
we gave to old man the money and he was so shocked,
and thanked us.
we walked away and tong went can i give him another 10 bucks?
borrowed from debbie and i topped up another two.
in the end debbie gave the ten instead of lending it to tong.
the old man was so touched.
i gave another four.
when we gave it to him,
i think he was crying.
we were so satisfied to help him.
tong has the biggest heart in the world!
stc basketball__2003
when we're together____one big family
the passion__respect the game

The Girl Behind the Screen, 6:30 PM


Thursday, August 05, 2004

argghhh!!! i lost my wallet!!!
help me someone please find my wallet and return it.
but its impossible, cos there's no identifcation or way of contacting me.
and there's my nets card in it, my ez link and i saved up for two months to get it k?
it cost me like 50 bucks?
and i was laughing at gary for leaving his wallet on the bus,
and i lost it there too. i'm so devastated. somebody save me.
this is not happening.
today is so not my day.
another hockey again accidentally hit me with a hockey ball again.
and i'm having a blue black.
andi got scolded by mdm lim.
went to school and immediately heard mr sng wanna see me.
why??!!!!
arghh! maybe its cos of the things i told shu shan.
but it's true. i'm not gossiping.
it's just so terribly gross and funny.
maybe its cos i laughed at gary.
i am so BUSTED.
arghh! help me tong.
help me anyone.
tong said something good would come out of it.
i said yes.
i get to change my ezlink card picture.
hah.
for those who have seen it,
you'll know why its a good thing.
but it's not a reason to be happy.
it's not consoling enough.
my mom's so gonna kill me.
my bank card's inside.
united live band's coming on 21st.
cant wait.
kim: hey girl. cheer up. why do you think so lowly of yourself?
you'll forever be our jordan. we treat you as our friend too. take care.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 4:19 PM


Monday, August 02, 2004

oooh!!
tong and kim is not suspended.
i'm so happy.
haha.
you should have seen their faces.
tong was screaming and kim was messing up my hair,
asking me if i was happy.
haha. what the heck.
of course i am.
and aye captain adeline of the addy addy.
haha.
we played ball today.
B-Div against Patrick and Mak we lost terribly. horribly.
it was kinda depressing, knowing that we couldnt defeat patrick.
he kept teasing us.
we'll prove you wrong. the result wont forever be the same.
i snatched the ball and went for a fast break, against patrick,
and i just started stumbling.
he was laughing at me okay.
and he had to prevent me from falling.
embarrasing.
like i am not talking to you. so you should just shut up and keep your comments to yourself
can you like just stop accusing me of things i did not do,
go around seeking attention and telling a one sided story.
it really annoys me.
if you're looking for attention,
i'm sorry i cant give it to you.
if you want me to accept you the way you are,
i just cant it really annoys me.
you think that you can go around shouting at joanne,
taking her for granted,
blame me for your attention seeking-ness
saying that i cause you to cry.
and everyday you come up to me,
put on that sad look of yours like your gonna break down anytime,
apologise to me, and then expect me to say its okay,
or it's not your fault.
but i'm sorry.
i can only do that for a very limited time.
it's just not right.
and i'm tired of having to explain to everyone why i treat you the way i treat you.
do you know that i really feel like slapping you?
but heyy!
guess what? then you start crying again,
and whose fault is it?
mine.
i dreamt of marty last night.
haha. it was really very hilarious,
he came to singapore ( and he is on August 21! )
and we were like his tour guides or something like that.
bringing him around and stuff.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:52 PM

 

ANNA CHEN JIEMIN
17 JULY 1990
SAINT THERESA'S CONVENT
GUITARIST AND CHILD OF YAHWEH
SINGAPORE
BASKETBALLER
PATRIOT.NOT

WHITE
The One who gave His life for me
My family
My friends
Big brothers and Little sister :D PJLA
Basketball and basketballers
Writing songs, poems
Music
Coffee (Starbucks over Coffee bean anytime :D)
Ben & Jerry's
Carl's Junior
Sushi
Travelling round the world
Photography
Backpacking
Kids
Grey's Anatomy!! :D
Friends Season 1-10!
Reading!!
Happy endings
Hotties and NICE EYES! :D
OBS!

BLACK
Goodbyes
Satan
Broken promises
Back stabbers
Air pollutants
Abusive parents
Abortions

GOLD
Psalm 27
1 The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life, of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and they fell.
3 Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise up against me, in this will I be confident.
4 One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to enquire in His temple.
5 For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavillion: in the secret of His tabernacle shall He hide me; He shall set me upon a rock.
6 And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in His taberncale sacrifices of joy: I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the Lord.
7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me and answer me.
8 When Thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto Thee, Thy face, Lord, will I seek.
9 Hide not Thy face far from me; put not Thy servant away in anger: Thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
10 When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.
11 Teach me Thy way, O Lord, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
12 Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
13 I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
14 Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen thine heart: wait I say, on the Lord.