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Saturday, May 29, 2004

heys. todays was fun. at least the first part of it. we ordered pizza for eric and stuff. it was ok. ms ng's making me do another candle for her, cos she said the one i did for eric's nicer. what the heck?! haha. mr tan was like, if its' not for me , its not nice. haha. we played basketball with netballers and patrick helping them. thrashed them 6-0. then we played netball. somehow, no matter what i did, he critiscised me. we played ball later. didnt get to play, until the end. all of a sudden i realised what it felt like to be not playing basketball.i realised. it could never be the same anymore. he's gone. its like a part of the team's gone. we helped him carry out his stuff. we were happy when we got to go into the staffroom. but we realised it was his stuff. his last day. and when we carried everything, we just stood there staring at it. i guess its just i dont know. i saw patrick crying. at least i thought i did. all of a sudden, it dawned on me. there wont be the 14 of us together doing pumping on the court again. we wont have 3 coahces anymore. its just two. its never gonna be the same again. i saw those tears and i felt the pain. we just sat there and talked. it was our last chat i guess. i guess we never really appreciated him until he's gone, and i dont wanna make the same mistake again. i hope we dont. not really in any mood now.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 12:55 PM


Wednesday, May 19, 2004

heys. today. was unlucky day. it started out ok. cos i passed my maths and english. i got 55 for my maths. and kim got 81. how cool is that. ooh. and si jia got like 97?! crazy. haha. smart kid. i got like 65 for my english. which was kinda good cos everyone did badly. but still it sucks. cos i got like 71 for CA1. i suspect i'll do badly for science. and quite ok for chinese. ok. never mind. back to the point. i got kinda irritated with her. i dont know why. i guess i have to just take a break from her. she just whines so much it gets on my nerves. plus i'm in a terrible mood. and she just got no mind of her own. whats with the ants,and bulldozer2. and please whats with the whining? its all so tong. whats with the pink bunnies, and the black and red please? i just dont get it. come up with something of your own. whats with the talking and complaining to li wei? since when did you start talking to her? i'm just waiting for it to blow over. i dont want to get irritated for nothing. cos i guess this happened the other time? we went to eat our 8-inch please!! haha. me and gwen and yea. so we walk and walk. and at first it was kinda boring cos yea. i dont know there was nothing to see i guess. so we went to buy candles. oooh! i want the red and black candle gwen! haha. it was cool. but you know, when you go out with gwen, things happen. so yea. something happened. i dont know what our little girl did, but all her coins went rolling on the floor people helped us pick it up, but we banged our heads picking up a one dollar. how dumb is that? haha and we saw alicia and chess. and told them we were going to queensway. so we went to queensway. and there was totally nothing to see, cos we saw like everything the other day. so yea. we met up with the peas and went to ps to get something. we went by like 97. or something all the way, and the checkered thingy was sold out. me and kwenn bought chocolates with a nice box. and yea. it was good. haha. we went to yamaha checking out the drumsticks and guess what? there was the travis barker sticks haha. gwen was like oooh hah. right?! we took a train back and were packed like tuna. smeeling people's smelly armpits. haha. especially gwen. shortie! haha. and the train went so slow and in the end it was jammed. so happily we were stuck and took a bus all the way the queenstown. and this irritating girl kept pushing me. and this guy was pressing his chest against me. how sick is that. *shruggs. haha. it was gross. like totally. and smelly. blah. i'm done. giving a crappy review of my day.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 7:44 PM


Monday, May 17, 2004

still missing you.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 5:09 PM

cos your're leaving on a jet plane, i dont know when you'll be back again. this year's just been so depressing. i dont know what to do. i just cant help breaking down when i think of it. everyone i know, everyone i thought would be there forever's walking away. now she and probabaly her whole family's gonna go. i've known her since 7, and we shared so much memories. what if they go. what would i do. i'm lost. i seem so happy, but i dont know what to do anymore. i wish that i could forever be with you guys, yet it seems its not meant to be. either that all can i stay with tong kwennie kim hy anybody. i just want to play basketball whole day. so i wont have to think of it. turns out you guys were the only ones cheering me up. i'm lost. someone just help me please. i cant explain how i feel. i guess i was stunned when i heard the news. i'll miss the times we shared. i'll think of you everyday. i couldnt get to sleep. i just couldnt. i cant explain what i feel, i cant stop the tears from flowing when i think of it. it was like my hand was meant to be in yours, meant to seek refuge and comfort in yours. i dont know why, when we smiled and laugh it was like i was invincible, that when you were there i could not be hurt, yet i was most vulnerable. cos if i had to, i'd give my life for you. i cant explain this. i dont know, my minds in a whirl. would i ever see you again? i know you said you would return. but that's what they always say. i dont know anymore. you were always there for me. when i felt like evrything was crashing down, when all i knew fell to the ground, you would cheer me up, yet it was also you who hurt me the most. i dont know what this is. but i dont like it. i dont like being so vulnerable to hurt and pain. i dont know what to do. every time my mind wanders, it wanders off to you. i dont know anything, cos all this have taken away evrything.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 3:29 PM


Monday, May 10, 2004

halow! burp. i'm bloated. i just had a buffet at a hotel. yay! sushimi. yum. haha. so tong you gonna eat me like sushimi this time? haha. ( inside joke ). o well.s it was so fun. haha. we saw this guy who looked like william hung, and we went like "she bangs! she bangs!" and everyone started staring at us. haha. hilarious. then we saw this group of americans and we were like yo! recommend us to simon man. cos i bang! haha. i had lots and lots of sushi. and we went the the ice cream place and it was sucky ice cream. like a five star hotel with sucky magnolia 50 cent ice cream. haha. not reaaly 50 cent but yes. it was sucky. haha. i think i'm so bloated. gosh. hah. omg. i never knew auntie theresa ( daniel's mother, elaine's mother, new born baby grandmother ) was so crude. haha. gosh. she went like. if you cry to much, your balls will shrink. then when joshua and caleb started crying, she went like. dont cry. why your balls too hot is it?! then she started fanning him. haha. sick. gross. and she's my sunday school teacher! haha. no wonder she has a son like daniel. he wrote a poem bout his guitar and we were like cool. then he said. it turned sexual. like right! haha. i saw zhang jing today, and i went like : "i have nipples can you milk me?" ( meet the parents ) haha. and she was like. ni zai jiang se me ah jie min. haha. then i saw her again and went like "have you seen my nuts, no, i have not seen your nuts. ooh! you found my nuts" ( sarah's libarian ) haha. then she was you se me nuts nuts nuts. ni nuts le lah. haha. right. she's so funny. o man. laughing like hell. o man, the new pe teacher cant walk. he was my examiner and he bang into my leg 4 times, tripped over germaine's leg and patricia's leg. o man. germaine's leg i can understand. but patricia's!!!??? its so short! *pulls out my hair. and he cant talk properly. like gary phua. haha. gosh. gary! your lameness has infected my brain. haha. i went around talking in some super weird way. like him haha. pui! haha. i think there's a theif in my class. yes. i know there's a theif in my class. majella put her wallet in class. and it went missing. then germaine's $10. then lizzie's $6. then shu shan's $30. she was so sad. haha. she gave me a whole accounts on her money. except for lizzie. all of them are rich. o well. cant trust everyone. haha. squirrel: have you seen my nuts? owl: no i have not seen your nuts. squirrel: have you seen my nuts? monkey: no i have not seen your nuts. squirrel: yay! i found my nuts. ooh. jack: i have nipples greg, can you milk me? greg: ooh. check my pulse on this one do i think you're a physco? yes! ok. never mind, that was redundant. i just felt like doing that. i was funny. and what i have been saying the whole day. haha. bye. tata.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 9:18 PM


Sunday, May 09, 2004

heys. just back from church today. haha. had a super crappy sitting with gary and sarah. o my gosh. there is never a crappier person besides gary. haha. kept playing stupid games. first played scissors paper stone. haha. then he put paper, then jehian put scissors, and he went like my paper too big for your scissors. so they changed game. to the game you break up the fingers. so he won jehian and then jehian went like haha. my finger reincarnate. right!? haha. super crazy. so he took my hand and said, you know what this line means? nothing. so i took his hand and went, you know what this line means? it means you have a line on your hand. so he said this lines are because you fold your hand. like ya.. haha. then elaine was telling daniel about the meet the parents then he kept od going. i have nipples, can you milk me?! right?!haha. then sarah was telling me bout her gay libarian who reads them the same story. about a squirell. "have you seen my nuts? have you seen my nuts? oh yay! i found my nuts!" haha. gross. the all of a sudden gary started shaking like he's got fits. i looked at him and he went. cold... he picked up his tie ( it was checkered ) and he went. hey! i can play checkers with this! play play play. * turns , looks at jehian, eh, you also! haha combine tie. play play play. i'm like stop! this crappiness is polluting me! argh! haha. then auntie ivy took out her jacket and everyone started sniggering at her. sick pack of fats. haha. uncle krish kept making so much noise cos he wasnt told where the kids were sleeping. what precautions?! haha, so me and sarah went like daniel! medic! haha. o wells. then all three of us, me gary and srah, bent down and at the same time said. he's so overprotective. gosh. he's so irritating. haha. gary wanted to go and watch a movie. then sarah was like i watched already. then he was like. i still wanna watch. so sarah told him the whole story and he was like. 'you're a spoiler! you're a walking spoiler!' haha. hilarious. uncle bob fell down from his chair and had fits. it was so freaky. gosh. haha, then godwin went like blah blah blah. BB boy. or wait. according to daniel, GB girl.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 6:31 PM


Tuesday, May 04, 2004

heys. just came back from school! had such a crappily funny day today. haha. stayed back with gwen and chess. or wait. is it kwen and chessa. haha! o wells. so weird. i'm laughing till i had stomach cramm, haha. chessa nearly fell off the chair cos she wanted to say something. like what the heck. haha. o wells. and then like chessa said i ran out of ribena. so i gave her my green apple. then kwennie went like : " what the fuck! go away la! " then annie ( me as what kwennie calls me haha. ) and chessa was like what?! turns out our dear was scolding a housefly?! like right!? haha. and started this story on how the housefly had a yellow bumm, on how what if it lays eggs on your hand and what you should do, turns out that she thinks we should let the eggs hatch and all the little houseflies come flying out. why?! cos she's never seen a baby housefly before. like RIGHT?! haha. then we were talking about drums and stuff and crapping and laughing like nuts. i cant remeber why. the crow came and ate my keropok. however you spell it. i wrote chessa's expository essay for her. cos the annie, kwennie and chessa has all the same nice longish handwriting. what the heck. i dont know what i'm crapping about. i have no idea. i found out a wierd thing. ms euodia told my sis class i'm crooked. and now, they think my nick AJ stands for anna and joanne. right.! i told tong and she went nuts. gosh. i'm talking to austin, sarah's friend, and he's telling me he's gay, and he's asking if i know any guys i'm like . right?! bye bye.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 6:05 PM


Sunday, May 02, 2004

heys. i had steak yesterday at some clubhouse, yumm.i wanna go for planet shakers autralia conference. but i'll have to pay on my own. i'll probably get a job during the hols, but that's if there's no training. i'm irritated, i'm restricted. i cant do this, i cant do that. mine and gwen's team has to be reshuffled. actually its me gwen and isaku ( japanese. cool yea?! ) haha. but no. o wells. i was messaging gwen just now, and i said i'm in church cos i was holy, and she said no. you're guilty and you need to confess. haha. what the?! so i say, no, i'm holy and i love Jesus. so she says. i know. haha. i love Him too. and thats good enough. haha. like what the heck?! she says that she doubts i'm holy and so i say i doubt she loves HIm and she calls me mean. like RIGHT?!haha. she thinks we're gonna sleep on the streets. dumbo. i told her the police would come and catch us cos they'll think we're illegal immigrants. she didnt believe me. haha. gail was saying yesterday that some group of girls walked into crepes and cream, and they were wearing like totally loose spagetti straps, yea and she didnt wear a bra, and when she bent down she and all the guys could see everything. ( and daniel claimed she went to see everything and gail denied, so he was like then how you know?! ) so yea. her crepes master went like you dont serve, i serve like so gross. haha. then the supervisor said: its a good thing you are wearing thick pants. if not i'll be able to see everything. then during lunch, daniel offered to clear our plates and gail was like you sound like when i'm working. and he said no. you go like: erm.. could i clear your plates.. ps.. here's my no. haha. gail was so embarassed. sometimes i find him real irritating. you: dont come and look at me like you're dying for my approval, my smile. dont look like you love me, cos you dont, and neither do i. you know that, i know that, we both know that. And we all bow down, Kings will surrender their crowns, And worship, Jesus He is the love, Unfailing love, He is the love of God.

The Girl Behind the Screen, 4:17 PM

  

ANNA CHEN JIEMIN
17 JULY 1990
SAINT THERESA'S CONVENT
GUITARIST AND CHILD OF YAHWEH
SINGAPORE
BASKETBALLER
PATRIOT.NOT

WHITE
The One who gave His life for me
My family
My friends
Big brothers and Little sister :D PJLA
Basketball and basketballers
Writing songs, poems
Music
Coffee (Starbucks over Coffee bean anytime :D)
Ben & Jerry's
Carl's Junior
Sushi
Travelling round the world
Photography
Backpacking
Kids
Grey's Anatomy!! :D
Friends Season 1-10!
Reading!!
Happy endings
Hotties and NICE EYES! :D
OBS!

BLACK
Goodbyes
Satan
Broken promises
Back stabbers
Air pollutants
Abusive parents
Abortions

GOLD
Psalm 27
1 The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life, of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and they fell.
3 Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise up against me, in this will I be confident.
4 One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to enquire in His temple.
5 For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavillion: in the secret of His tabernacle shall He hide me; He shall set me upon a rock.
6 And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in His taberncale sacrifices of joy: I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the Lord.
7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me and answer me.
8 When Thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto Thee, Thy face, Lord, will I seek.
9 Hide not Thy face far from me; put not Thy servant away in anger: Thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
10 When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.
11 Teach me Thy way, O Lord, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
12 Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
13 I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
14 Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen thine heart: wait I say, on the Lord.