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Sunday, February 29, 2004
heys. just been sitting around watching tv the whole day. thinking bout what's been happening lately. sick and tired of being so busted. damn! finally done my first peice of art. o wells. transformed a basketball to a basketball shoe. haha. lol! got ca next week and i bet i'm gonna fail my chinese history and DNT but who cares bout DNT?! played our last match yesterday for the week. sucks. seriously. but i find judy has potential. ya. and attitude problem too. but i have one too. major one. i wasnt playing my best and i know it. i hate it. i hate it when i dont play my best. i hate it when we can trash them like hell and we dont. i dont know why, but i got so emotional when i wasnt doing well. when we lost to mr eric, pat and ms mak. i knew we would. i guess i already gave up. but why was i so damn bloody emotional bout it? o well. maybe cos it was our last game and we didnt give everything. i didnt give everything. well. we played match later. pat and eric vs ms mak, me , lam meh meh. whoa i suck. i suck. i suck. but i dare say eric and patrick and ms mak and sylvia and me. ( like yea. everybody ) was kinda suprised and happy intercepted a beautiful pass from eric to pat. or wait. was it the other way round? hmmm. whoa. anyways. the last pass from eric to ms mak to pat to eric was totally BEAUTIFUL. whoa! you guys rock. haha. sylvia was so impressed she was like : i've made up my mind. i'm gonna become fat! haha. then everyone stared at her. so she went : oh! i mean i'm gonna become big. haha. eric inbounded, purposely hit her leg got the ball and later he kept pointing to her legs. haha. damn! should've seen her face. hilarious. even pat started laughing. he kept throwing the ball under my leg till when anyone went up to guard him, we would go. Hey! watch out fer the ball uder my leg! haha. o well. it was fun balling with you guys. can you imagine not balling for a week? torture. wahaha. i wonder.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:44 AM
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
harlow! haha. haven't update for a very long tym. caught up with alot of stuff lately. i'm tired of being asked why i am not talking to her. i dont owe her an explaination, i dont owe my life to her. even if i dont wanna talk to her cos i'm selfish. call me a BITCH. cos i dont care. i'm tired of hearing the same thing again and again. its between me and her and i dont care anymore. why does she have to go whine it all out to the whole screwed up world. damn it. i can't take it anymore. but today was a stress relief though. went out with gwen and michelle and like bought a whole tub of ice- cream.. laugh and laugh and eat and eat and get dirty for all we can. right michelle? ( she just had to pour ice cream on me. sick! ) haha. o wells. my whole body's aching. and so's my brain cos i keep doing dumb stuff. and i'm so screwed up.
i'm so sorry pat. i know you do care. it's just so hard when i'm this screwed up. why did you have to punish me in that way by punishing those around me. guess you knew me too well. you knew what would hurt. but i still respect you. always will i swear. no matter how harsh you are on me, no matter how cruel you seem to be, it's for our own good, and i respect you for that.
to all who knew what happened: i'm so grateful that you guys were there for me. that you didn't shout at me, though i knew you wanted to. i'm so grateful to you all, to mother bird, to tong for not shouting, to chess for having a shoulder always there for me. i'm sorry i've been so caught up lately.
motherbird: you'll always rock and rock. always have my respect. for all your chops, for you telling me what to do. you take care down there yea. your knee. don't do stupid stuff and make me nag. haha.
tongs: halow. how's your beautiful mascara? haha. ok. i feel mean. i feel lame. i'm talking to you now. o wells. sorry i couldnt accompany you to the hospital. my heart skipped a beat when i heard you were there. so scary can haha. just wanna say. you study hard and take care cos i know and you know that no matter what you'll be part of the team. the sec oners can quit, but you'll always be one of us. dont care bout your stewpid aunt. but dont shout at her k? o my i sound like some naggy old grandma. haha. yupp.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:44 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2004
heys. just woke up. got nothing to do. no one online everything so i decided to blog. hmm. wait happy valentine's day. haha. o well. yesterday was a really nice day. thanks for all the gifts people. love you all. huggs.came to school and heard shi yun and sharon's voice from a mile away. haha. o well.cant help it. tongz gave me a glow in the dark thingy. haha. i got three glow in the dark thingy one was a light bulb form jo. so cute. haha.o well. your presents are still in the making. but it seems todays packed with stuff. going out later to fetch hy. train. go watch kim at the one on one. after that supposed to go out. i dont know. haha. now on basketball. i'm telling you. if you had seen patrick on wed. the way he talked to the sec oners. o my. you would have died. he was so cute! haha. me and kim went totally mad. o wells. cant help it. he's such a fine coach. and teacher and encourager. same for ms mak and mr eric. dont know what to do if you guys just werent here for us. its not just cos its valentine's day that i'm saying all this. but seriously you guys mean alot to us. to me.
pat: its's not like you'll see this. but if you ever do. just wanna say. you are really someone i look up to. all the while you've told us about being a leader by attitude. and you've been living it all along. you wanted to spread your passion for basketball to us by setting an example. if you have failed. its not your fault. it's ours. its mine. you were disappointed tym and tym again. cos of my dumb attitude. my dumb stubborness. inside you were probably crying, probably shouting, i know. so disappointed that i just wont change. but you didnt shout. you didnt let it all out. you kept it to yourself. but instead. all those heart to heart talks. but it hit harder than loud words. cos i knew you really cared. i would have rather you shouted. i would have rather you hit me. but seriously. it was those talks which woke me up. mr eric played a part too. i think anyone from the team would agree. you guys are the best thing which happened to us.
jo. check this out.
Pass and go,
Pass and go.
Kimberly, you’re just too slow.
After I pass the ball,
Where do I go,
Mr patrick, I don’t know!
Pick and roll,
Pick and roll.
Get the ball and just go.
tong: it was not your fault you lost. yes. you might have not played your best but its not your fault. i know you're feeling really shitty right now.sorry that we took so long to reach. sorry we hindered you from warming up. really am. we are to blame. i am.you've been a great friend all along. seriously. you cheered me up when i'm down. i know i'll never mean as much to you as last tym. cos i deserve it. for betraying your trust, i've said what i want to say. anything i'll be here. love you tons. huggs. happy valetine's day.
o my. there's this sec oner who is sooooo scary. right tong?! oh my. we were running, running, running. then we heard someone talking.
" wah! last round already ah! wa cow! suay ah!" haha. we turn around no one beside her no one behind her. o my me and tong so scared we run all the way. i tell you its really very scary. haha. anyways. we ran 4 km again yesterday. tried to run some play which patrick saw. haha. oh my he look so confused and cute haha. ' where you come from?!' then he talk to himself. ' i pass the ball there. i run there....' 'after i pass the ball, where do i go?!" mr patrick!!!!! i dont know!haha.. he laugh like siao i tell you. oh my. he is a very nice person. to all those who think he is biased or whatever. damn you to hell. haha. o well. we lpayed a game with the sec oners oh my. very irritating. ms mak and tong play for them. and this sec oner. oh my. act can out the ball in one. come a nd charge from me at the back. what the heck. haha. i'm speaking in rhymes today. o my. but i did a very nice past up move. yay! haha. o well.. i love this game. i'm loving it to bits. i love the whole team. and our coaches. love you all. huggs. and chess. yes, i love you too.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:53 AM
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
yay! i'm back.. i'm so super hyper except for the fact this com keeps jammin.. o well... so much better than during school.. had another one of my headaches.. having them so often now.. dont know why.. hmm.. plus. i'm hating school more and more.. and the only reasons i'm going to school for is lyk - basketball and my fwens - dang! and our most, beautiful, intelligent president of kim's bbp ms vino just had to lyk make us stand for two whole periods. nearly pengs. with the dumb headache and stupid pain in my knee.. all thanks to her stupid theory on common punishment. dumb. and even ms ng is following her.. damn! though mr wong made a good point today. " there are two kinds of people. one. those who dont laugh when everyone is laughing. just called slow. two. those who laugh when no one is laughing. like hui yuan. they're called crazy.. haha.. woohoo!!! rock on man uncle wong. haha.. i nearly peng-de-ded thinking of the 4-km we have to run every trainging.i just peng after the second round can.. haha.. so i had jo's panadol and tada! miracle cure! haha.. but not so fast lah. so i was excused from my running and si-ze. o wells.. the sec oners cannot tahan can. lyk wanna die wanna die lyk that. haha.. i bought my power drink.! 1.5 l of lemon tea. haha.. mother bird said i did her proud. kept chopping and chopping from baseline haha.. yay! put in that beautiful shot. love the sound of it.. 'rrriip!' haha.. patrick impressed can? clap for me leh?! felt lyk i put in a billion shots.. haha.. i'm telling you. the C-divs gonna rule the court during the competition. kim's great vision. jo's beautiful shots. bunny's fast break and defense. ( oh my! my defense sucks. dropped so much lyk bird shit !) my rebounds. all ours. yay! we've got two tact teams in our team. me and jo + kim and bunny. muahah! talking bout me and kim. we got selected for the math olympiad thingy. ( however its spelled.) our first reaction? turn to each other poke and shout YOU?! o my! o most peng and die laughing can! haha.. told patrick. he was so shocked can! haha! duh! who wont be? kimberly and math olympiad? no link!?haha. o well.. her basletball rocks man. so bloody jealous. her vision and stuff.. .. hmm.. begining to think she deserves to be jordan two. [ i think she's gonna love me if she sees it. haha. ] o well. its true. she's joining the nike one on one thingy.. she's gonna rock the court off.. with her bbp. [ big butt party ] haha.. right kim?!
messages to the B- div gals.
gwen: hope your thumb thumbs get better yea. your knee too.. give your 120% lyk you always. remeber your aggressiveness. and dont care what others say bout you ya. and dont look down on yourself cos you can be who you want to be. yupp. .tc.
tong: dont lose your cool on court yea. and go get the rebounds you know is yours. hope ya knee gets better. be strong and stuff k. whatever you need. i've told you. i'll always be here for you. [ ps. STOP terrorizing our mother bird for bed time stories. and STOP playing your dumb games.] haha.. t.c
sylvia: hope your fingure and ankle gets well faster. aggressiveness's the word. not violence. and who cares if some idiotic player elbows you. elbow back la! haha. jk. dont. yupp.. t.c. it doesnt matter you wont be playing with us. we'll still be here for you. study hard yea. and get into your acjc and hua zhong.
motherbird: heys. though you've been with us for such a short tym, just wanna say you'll be on our mind for the longest tym.faster recover yea? wasted you cant play with us. when i'm not there to be your traffic controller, you be careful yea? dont fall down. every third feb we'll be thinking of you. Pigeon fool day.. haha.. pigeons can take care of themselves. yea right! hah. o wells. happy to have done you proud. so happy i chop and chop. anything you need, my traffic controlling skills, or whatever just give me a call yea.? take care.and study hard. huggs. love ya.
agnes: heys. just wanna say dont be so upset you'll not be playing anymore. continue having the passion for basktball yea? love your chops and stuff. and keep on bullying mel mel for me.. haha..
defense // interception // anticipation // aggressiveness // rebounds // hunger // passion // perseverance // stc basketball.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:54 AM
Monday, February 09, 2004
heys.. o well... finally got my blog set up.. after the persistent naggings by some of my fwens.. * hint.. haha.. anyways.. things are looking okay... wont say good. but yea. okay.. haha.. just came back today.. sat down in front of my computer and rot. o well.. little update on my life so far.. hmm.. ok.. still playing baskteball! yay! muahaha.. haha.. have been helping our dear mother bird to walk around.. ( hy ) ever since some stewpid player cant run properly and and has totally no sense of direction can crash into her and tear her knee ligement..( okay.. i know its not spelled that way.. but WHO cares?! ) yupp.. haha.. till she was so touched she cried.. awww... haha.. we have declared 3rd of febuary as pigeon fool day.. right gwen? right. haha.. ok.. things are looking good on friendships this year.. got back with tong and gwen. got closer to chess and jo.. ( and shut up. me and chess are not crooks. at least i aint. ) but the gap between me and someone is growing wider :( shall not mention names. o well.. there're new people ion the team now.. new IRRITATING people. that is. but our ms ng just seems to be so amused with michelle.. hmm... haha.. we've got a new regulation for the C - div. we have to run 4 km every training. *pengs. doubt the sec oners can take it anyways. chessie and jo.. the amazing race dates are confirmed! yay! 16-19 June.. muahaha.. and we get to chose our own teams.. * evil grin. but gail is part of the organizing team! arghhh!!! haha.. o well.. my church member just gave birth to twins! joshua and caleb! they're so cute! ( though i havent seen them.. haha.. ) o well.. planing to get a new phone probably 3100.. so much better than sylvia's ugly 3200.. haha.. and she thinks it's so cool..*puke. even gwen agrees its fugly.. haha.. ( fucking ugly ) arghh!! gwen's testi kana deleted and she's bugging me to write new one.. wahh.. o well... basketball covered. church covered. friends covered. school.. uncovered.. o well.. you wont believe it but i got the suckiest math teacher ever.. ms chen. whatever she is saying i dont understand a shiat. the more she explains. the worse it is. o well.. so i asked eric. and i understood.. but whoala! the next day i sat in her lessons. and she confused me agiain.! one conclusion. im not gonna listen to her explaination. o well.
The Girl Behind the Screen, 8:59 AM
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ANNA CHEN JIEMIN
17 JULY 1990
SAINT THERESA'S CONVENT
GUITARIST AND CHILD OF YAHWEH
SINGAPORE
BASKETBALLER
PATRIOT.NOT
WHITE
The One who gave His life for me
My family
My friends
Big brothers and Little sister :D PJLA
Basketball and basketballers
Writing songs, poems
Music
Coffee (Starbucks over Coffee bean anytime :D)
Ben & Jerry's
Carl's Junior
Sushi
Travelling round the world
Photography
Backpacking
Kids
Grey's Anatomy!! :D
Friends Season 1-10!
Reading!!
Happy endings
Hotties and NICE EYES! :D
OBS!
BLACK
Goodbyes
Satan
Broken promises
Back stabbers
Air pollutants
Abusive parents
Abortions
GOLD
Psalm 27
1 The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life, of whom shall I be afraid?
2 When the wicked, even mine enemies and my foes, came upon me to eat up my flesh, they stumbled and they fell.
3 Though an host should encamp against me, my heart shall not fear: though war should rise up against me, in this will I be confident.
4 One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord and to enquire in His temple.
5 For in the time of trouble He shall hide me in His pavillion: in the secret of His tabernacle shall He hide me; He shall set me upon a rock.
6 And now shall mine head be lifted up above mine enemies round about me: therefore will I offer in His taberncale sacrifices of joy: I will sing, yea, I will sing praises unto the Lord.
7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry with my voice: have mercy also upon me and answer me.
8 When Thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto Thee, Thy face, Lord, will I seek.
9 Hide not Thy face far from me; put not Thy servant away in anger: Thou hast been my help; leave me not, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation.
10 When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.
11 Teach me Thy way, O Lord, and lead me in a plain path, because of mine enemies.
12 Deliver me not over unto the will of mine enemies: for false witnesses are risen up against me, and such as breathe out cruelty.
13 I had fainted, unless I had believed to see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.
14 Wait on the Lord: be of good courage, and He shall strengthen thine heart: wait I say, on the Lord.
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